ME = CATHERINE =]

2009-03-01T11:43:00.027+11:00

heyyy! today i have good stuff. plenty of pics and plenty of stuff to say!

on FRIDAY, we, my asian friends - danny, nam, nat, christine, david, jason and willie, and additional people were phillip, mark and van or andrew was his name lol, went to the chelsea beach again! i had to wake up by 9am... which i wasnt too happy about because i had to get down to glenny by 10am. and it was really hard. because i don't usually wake up that early, so yea... i got down to glenny by 10:15ish. and most of the people were there already, expect nam, tat and christine. so i was glad i wasn't the last one =P so we head off to the glen to buy some water and i went to buy some lollies haha! when we got back, everyone was there by now. so yea... we headed off. this time round, nam didnt have his car coz it was getting serviced, and he was picking it up later, and we had an extra 2 people come along, but we eventually got seats =P. tat was driving christine, jason drove david and me, nam was initially going to seat in tat's car but moved into jason's coz he wanted to talk to me, danny drove nat, and mark drove phillip and willie. pretty much this time they weren't really speeding or dragging may i say haha. jason wouldnt do it, and so it was only tat, danny and mark. but we almost reached to the beach, and mark's car sorta over heated. so they were behind, but when we got to the beach, there was something actually wrong with his car, so tat and nam went over to help them. while the rest of us, were out slopping on sunscreen and digging holes lol. i was kinda annoyed because it was really windy and the sand kept getting blown onto you, and it wasn't that sunny either. so i wasn't pleased at all! so we bummed around, some of them had fish and chips for lunch, willie baked some cookies.. i didnt find them that great, coz it did taste a bit salty, but it tasted like peanut butter, which is really strange! most of the time i was lying down, and i had a chat to nam.. although i did talk to him in the car as well. after they nibbled everyone went into the water again.. it was soooo COLD!!! especially when there is no sun out!! so i decided i wanted to go to the pier, so christine, nam and i went over to there and just sat and talked. i was really nice just sitting there and yea.. i wanted to stay a bit longer... but we didnt =[ oh wells... later on mark and andrew went and got icecream =D hahaha it was good!! and it started to spit so we hurried back and started to pack things up! haha. and soon we were off back home. but tat and christine had already left by 3ish. and nam had already got his car. so david and willie went in jason's coz he had to go to youth thingy, and so i made nam just drop me off at my aunts and he was dropping off mark at his car, so that the racv ppl could fix his car. and danny drove nat. so overall... it was an alright day, nothing too special.

we found a nemo looking stencil sand thingy. and those are some.. the rest danny killed =[

jason and david's back rest hole made of sand! it's quite big and deep! david brought his mum's shovel especially to dig that hole hahaha

danny & christine

i think that's tat's foot in the air =P

natty shivering in the water haha

me & christine!

nammy =]

later on that night... wasn't that great either. i found out that nutty, actually likes cashew... and i was shocked to the point where i was angry and i had nothing to say to nutty. and i haven't really said much to nutty about it since friday night. everytime, nutty brings it up, i do get very annoyed and i get really fustrated as well. because i don't want to hear it, and i dont want to face the facts. i honestly want both nutty and cashew to be happy, but this is no the way i want it to be like. i'm meeting up with nutty soon along with a friend.. so i wonder how that will go. nutty is going to bring it up with cashew soon too. so im quite worried. i was soo angry that i couldn't even sleep that night! i kept tossing and i woke up soo tired and still annoyed!!! not fair =[

anyways... YESTERDAY - SATURDAY, it was david's farewell suprise party hosted by saranch, shiwen and alex! david is my ex boyfriend for those who dont know lol like lester LOL. i'll explain that a bit later =P we've been friends but on and off friends, but we do mean alot of each other. so he's going to be one of those minister thingys for his church, so he'll be going around a selected country to promote his religion. so he's actually going to canada, toronto, and he'll be doing it for 2 years, before he comes back home. so yea... i initially didnt want to go. but seeing that i always disappoint him, i thought since he's acutally leaving, i should see him, even though i have to deal with the other people i dont like lol. but yea... preet came picked me up. and it was the first time she actually drove me! she was a pretty good driver!! so yea we got there pretty early actually, but we went to dan murphys and i just need a catalog and preet thought she'd get david a drink.. but didnt know what he liked so she passed! haha. eventually we got there.. and alot of his mates were there. like i saw ben!! haha he's a funny boy.. which i never really talk to =S um... who else.. i saw isabel but didnt talk to her. oh i saw john!!! i love john =P he's such a sweet heart haha so we went into la porchetta, the people there are soo retarded. we had 2 sets of tables, and saranch booked for 18 ppl, but they split the table up as 12-14 and then 6-8 ppl with these 2 lots. and i was like what the hell. and me and preet moved from the big table to the small table because of nish and kelly. so we moved and lester came and sat with us, and this what's funny. lester is clueless. so he was like 'so why are you here?' so i was being direct, 'i'm his ex girlfriend' and lester flipped lol hahaha it was pretty funny. later on, he kinda made jokes, like he asked preet ' so your here because your his ex girlfriend as well?' he's pretty funny! eventually david and his girlfriend came in, and he got a massive suprise haha the poor boy was crying =[ i hate it when he cries... so i dont look haha. later that night saranch comes up to me, and he's like did you see him cry? and im i had to make something up. because really, if i did see him cry, i would would have cried myself because i feel him, i feel that pain that he going through... and i'll cry. so i was like i'll cry myself if i saw him. and then we were talking.. and i was like i dont really talk to him much now.. so its just werid, and saranch was like really? david says you always talk to him, and i'm like... errr... he's the one that always talks to me, and its either pretty late or really random. so we dont talk that much. he found that werid, so did i haha. i think i talk a bit loud, or david's like listening to what i say, coz he's always catching me say things hahaha. like after awhile, i was like should i go over to talk to him? and out the blue, he comes over, and i was like oh hi.. hahaha. and i gave his present, it's a drak grey cardi with black buttons and lining thingy. he was really shocked coz he didnt expect me to get him anything. but yea... and then later after dinner they were all taking pics, and i was like shouldnt we be in it? hahaha and then preet goes 'cat, he heard you!' and im like shit!! hahaha. so yea.. after we ate - by the way.. la porchetta at the glen waverley sucks! we headed to happy cup and got mike a cup of green ice with green jelly thingy. and then we headed to century city walk, where everyone else was there. and majority of the people had already left. and we pretty much had to just say good bye to david. but preet and nish wanted to go back to preet's place for awhile, and since preet just got her license she was scared to drive an additional person, and made ben drive me there... so much troublesome! but we were talking to david, and preet asked him if he was going to miss his gf, and he goes ' i dont think she'll wait for me' and it was soo sad. but i knew that would come. coz you can't hold on to someone and expect them to wait for you, especially 2years.. its quite a long time! eventually we have to say our goodbyes. and i hate goodbyes... they are the worst things ever. and me and david have this strange look each time we each other... and it was really hard saying bye... preet hugged him and said bye.. and so did nish, and i gave him a hug.. and i didnt want to look him in the eyes.. and i was just like take good care of yourself. and i just walked away. i couldnt bare seeing him cry, so i hided behind ben.. and ben the tool kept pulling me to the front, and when david actually walked away... although he was holding hands with his girlfriend... he turned around and gave a wave along with a sad face.. and i couldnt hold it in... i just cried.. sad i know... but i just cried... its was a hard goodbye. so then ben drove me to preet's and bummed at preet's for awhile and then she drove me home.

me&david

saranch and my retarded friend nishi pointing to some thing strange lol

preetumz - long face haha

nishi playing with her food

me&preet

me&nishi - silly faces hahaha

john&preet - husband and wife reunited haha

girls with david and saranch!
lets see if i can name them lol
[jesse, gen, rachel, david, saranch and preet]

nishi, preet, and me!
havent taken a pic of us for a long time!

shiwen,alex&me

the guys -
alex, kelvin, dont know that middle guy lol, david, saranch and shiwen
oh yea.. david's wearing the cardi i got him!! =]

alex&ben

me&preet

nishi,preet&me again!

2009-02-25T23:39:00.002+11:00

hi. i know i haven't blogged in a week or so.. maybe because i've been tired and alot has been on my mind. although there isn't much but its been in my head for quite sometime. and i think i just want to write it out again. so bare with me =]

ah... ive been talking to my best friend lately, the one i havent spoken for a while now, lets name them... nutty, hahaha. and it's been really strange talking them because all they would talk about would be about... ahh cashew haha! and know about how cashew loves nutty. well almost loves them, but is at the stage of only liking them. so although i haven't spoken to nutty for almost a month now, it just seems weird and strange that they keep talking to me about cashew, like everything nutty would say it would involve cashew. and i dont know... i dont know if nutty has found out that cashew has a crush on nutty, or nutty is simply liking cashew. i honestly dont like the fact cashew is crushing on nutty. and i dont like how nutty keeps talking about cashew hahaa.
i know im werid. but it feels like me and nutty are starting to distant from each other. like there's nothing really i have to say to them, and nutty has nothing really to say to me. but im scared of loosing nutty as my friend.

my other best friend... almond haha, um... they told me to be happy and be there for them if they were to be together, nutty and cashew. when almond told me that. i was pretty angry. i understand you can't prevent it from happening. but almond has suck by my side with this whole disagreement. i dont understand why he would say that. the only reason why i dont uphold this, is because the moment they are together, i must walk away. i can't be there and i cant be by nutty's side. it's happen to me more than once. and it does happen that way. there's no way to prevent it from happening. cashew may say its fine... but deep down i know how they are feeling. jealousy - its written all over them. but almond even told, nutty that he thought cashew and nutty were cute together. but i still want to prevent it form hapening. i cant face the fact that nutty and cashew may end up together. im scared of that day from happening.

nutty think they are just friends.. but i would like to question nutty, do you really think you are just friends? simply just friends? i want to know. all that is on my mind is, if nutty really does cashew. if that day comes, to become a yes, i think thats the day i back away and step away from everything. i honestly, dont mind nutty having a partner or someone they liked. but i dont want nutty to like some one from this strange stupid group of ours. i want nutty to find someone decent enough to become nutty's partner. not someone like cashew. they are too complicated and confusing and have too much/many problems with their lives that seem to be unsolvable. nutty doesnt deserve that.

most of all... i miss nutty alot. nutty's my best friend, we've been friends since yr 9.. soo its been about 5 years almost. so nutty means alot to me. i rely on nutty alot. they always have my back when im in the most terriblest situation, or when im over the moon. nutty's always there for me no matter what happens. and i truly love nutty for that. for all the things they have done for me. listen to me bitch, whine, complain, brag, hahaha the list goes on... im really grateful for nutty. so nutty, i love you very much! and i think thats what cashew likes about nutty too.

i think that's all i had to say. so yea... on friday there will be a proper post =] im going to the beach again! i can't wait hehehe. anyways toodles!!!

2009-02-12T23:20:00.006+11:00

today, i had fun! actually it was quite awhile i actually enjoyed myself just bumming with my girl pals. although hanging out with lauren is great and all, but its always just us, it was fun having someone else around to muck around with =P and today was my craziest, energetic friend and all time favourite... BHABITHA!!

bhabitha has been to queensland, townsville to study pharmacy. so basically we can only see her when ever the long breaks are on, and that's like the summer break and the mid year break. and usually this girl is soooo busy its unbelievable!! she has like booked out week of family weddings and functions - family and dance i suppose. so anyways... we finally found a day she was free, so we decided to just hang with her, and also that she wasn't feeling too great ( emotional problems), but she didnt seem like it when we were with her, although she did have a good ol' bitch and it was so awesome, because it reminded me of her in high school. she's the best!

anyways we went to the glen because, we didnt want to go knox coz certain people were there and we didnt want to bump into them, or we didnt want them to annoy us. it's probably our 2nd time in 2yrs seeing her! so.. it meant a big deal! however, lauren drove us to the glen, and we went to coffee bean. i got my usual - white chocolate ice blended (coffee base) and bhabz got a iced coffee! we sat there for a while and just chatted before we headed off.

so we slowly headed down the glen, and looking at things we wanted. and we went to wittners because i LOVE wittners. i was wearing my nike airs so i couldnt try on the sexy pumps! but lauren did =P the silver one she has on reminded me of sharpay hehehe. later we headed to country road, and then to portmans, and in portmans we were fully mucking around and so we were trying out their sunnies =P and posing hahaha. it was soo awesome! so yea below are our photos! enjoy =]

bhabitha and lauren - i photoshopped it =P

at wittners - lauren trying KILLER PUMPS!

crazy bhabitha - she just losen herself up =P
lauren looks like she cbs hahaha

WORK IT BHABITHA!

bhabitha is offically a GANGSTER - yea!
hahaha

bhabitha and i - it idnt work out too well hahaha!

2009-02-10T23:04:00.015+11:00

hi all =]

i've decided i'm going to come back and blog. mostly so i can just get a lot of things off my chest. because it's pointless telling some people. and i think most of my friends are done with me bitching or constantly just listening to my stuff, so i'll just say what i need to say here.

well.. since i have the time to write anything i want at the moment, since i am still on holidays, i shall write what has happen the last week! because i cant seem to get it out of my mind! by the way.. it will be a VERY LONG POST! hahahaha sorry =P

so anyways... at the start of the week. i had nothing really until wednesday. thats when, natty planned a day out to the beach which really consisted of...BOYS [nam, danny, david t, jason, sidney, willie, and tat] and then only 3 girls [nat, shirlie and me]. so anyways, we were to meet up at dan murphys by 11:30. i got there early, so i hopped down to the glen, and i spoke to amanda coz she was working at the body shop, and i thought i would apply for a job there. then i walked over to gloria jeans and got myself a large cup of creme brulee chiller, which was sooo good - since i haven't had it for a while.. well.. sorta while, and i spoke to jordan, from primary school. and that was a werid chat. lol anways it was time, so i popped over to dan murphys where most of the people were.
we had to move some stuff over to people's cars - only jason, tat, danny and nam were driving. after we had organised everything. we hopped into the cars. so basically, jason drove david and willie; tat drove sidney - since he's on red P's, nam drove all the girls and danny was left alone to drive by himself because supposedly he was a bad driver.... so we're all getting down to chelsea beach... and the 3 drivers - nam, danny and tat, decided they would race down springvale road, with people in their cars =] how smart are my friends... seriously!! anyways... we finally arrived to the beach and it was sooooo clean and clear and there was NO ONE! it wasnt even packed. probably because we went on a wednesday and becasue everyone was at school hehehe =P
so anyways.. here are some piccys

the beach

david's sand back rest

danny&nam
me, shirlie and nat

anways afterwards we had dinner, so we drove all the way back to glenny but we stopped at nam's cousin's house before we headed over, because he wanted to give a birthday present and he wanted to check out his cousin's car or some sort. so i have a pic of me in danny's front seat... he would or he might of killed me IF he found out lol. oh wells =P so yea, we head over to shine to have dinner and then we went to strike because nat wanted to go play pool. so yea..

me in danny's car =D

thursday, was quite interesting actually... it was then when i figured out my friend likes my best friend! and i aint happy! i know i should be... but i feel like that person has taken my best friend away from me. i'm mostly scared that i'll lose my best friend to my friend. i've been friends with my best mate for a while now, since in yr 9... so about 6 years almost... and i've just gradually getting to know this friend much better now. and i've been thru these situation quite often now.. and i'm extremly scared that i'll loose that person to them... my friend told me, and at the time i was fine with it... but i've realised that i'm not fine at all.. more to the fact, i miss my best friend.... i'll miss how we hang, and how they can listen to me talk about the most stupidest and nonsense thing. but i'm also angry at them. because although i'm not involved yet i am.. i'm in a position where i can't really say anything at all. but even so... my best friend has pushed me over, and aspects me to understand them, when clearly i dont. my best friend has summer school at the moment. whenever i go into the city to hang out with my other friends, i'll always message them, saying i'm in the city if you want to come find me later after class. but all they say to me, is that their too busy and that they dont want to, and they want to really really pass summer school. and i understand that, so the past month or so, i haven't bugged them about hanging with me. but the fact that i get told not to bother them durring this period, yet they have nothing to say to the friend that goes and visits them. that annoys me, and yet i have no idea what they want. if i did that, they would be angry at me. so i dont. but if you had said it to me, i expect you to say that to everyone else, and it applies to everyone else not just me. and this gets me angry. it's like im a push over. i'm also concerned that i don't mean that such to my best friend. which is disappointing and scary... to a point. anyways this has been bothering me for a week now. yet my friend pretends that everything is okay, when i'm literally dying inside, and totally against it. and also they are acting wayyy to werid for my likings as well.... they are constantly talking to me, and they never did before. i dont want things to change. i wish my friend never liked my best friend..what's worse we're all in this group thing. and my friend's ex-boyfriend is my best friend's best friend if you get that lol. and they are totally fine with it... i hate getting into these complicated situations....
anyways on thursday.. i went to chaddy with my cousin, daniel, at around 2ish. the bastard came late and made me wait...lol really wasn't a good day too! burnt legs walking around chadstone...=S anyways he wanted to get quite a few things, but he was sooo picky and couldn't find anything but a new wallet, and it had to be 'simple' that consisted of no coin pouch no zips just a notes section and card thingys. so he ended up getting a wallet from country road for $60. while i got a top from myer, and it was a bardot top which cost me $35. its pretty =] and then i bought lauren her dotti glasses for $26ish i think. so thats all i bought that day.

saturday was a very longggg day but it didn't seem to be long. well i got up at 8 in the morning, and i was suppose to go to chinese school, which my parents believe i go to. so anyways, dad dropped me off at glen high, and i walked all the way to tim's house! that was a long walk man.. i've never done something like that before, well.. maybe i have, but i was already sweating in the morning at 9 in the morning!!! it was sooo hot! and it had to walk up and down hills and it was just not a really good morning to walk in, although it was alright. anyways i got to tim's at 9:35ish and he was suppose to be awake. but i think when i arrived he like woke up his whole family =P if i was him, i wouldn't have done that!! so i had to wait for him to get ready and all tha jazz. while nick, tim's older brother was asking me questions about uni and stuff. and then his mum was asking if i was going to go with tim to korea, she asked this becasue, we were going to a flight centre travel expo, and tim wanted me to go with him to korea. and so finally tim got ready, and his dad drove us to the tram stop on burwood highway. we were so lucky coz we got there just in time when the tram came!!! so yea we made it in time. it took us about an hr or so to get into the city. and we decided we would go to DFO spencer street before we went to the expo. anyways, we got there and tim was going to to find shorts coz he needed some. but he didnt end up buying any there. but i bought a beach towel because i needed one and i didnt want to share with my brother =S it was quite cute =P i bought it from cotton on kids! and it was for $20, its navy blue and white stripes and it has red fringy thingys.. and then i bought a top from peter alexander for $19 BARGIN =P haha it was pretty nice as top from a sleepwear store. its a cream t-bar tank top and it's a button up and it has cream silk linning on the side, red sequins and red silk ribbon! sooo cute. i know aly is going to pinch it when she comes home hahaha. before heading to the melbourne exhibition centre we went to starbucks and got our favourite frappacinos, i had a white chocolate mocha and tim had his green tea. so we arrived to the expo, and boy there were sooo many stalls and sooo many flight centre people. but the thing is... i say never book anything on flight centre if you want a cheaper price for your trip, try finding the country's airline, like since we're going to korea, look for korea air. because we went to flight centre and we asked and they gave us singapore airlines, which costed $1708 including tax, but we then went to korea air and they gave us about $1200ish including tax, but if were to go to japan via korea, and since we have an australian passport, we can stay in korea for up to 90days including going to japan! how awesome is that!! and thats about $1400ish sooo much cheaper than what flight centre was giving us! so yea we were pleased about that! so now i've got my head into the travel guide and seeing what we could do there! hahaha me and tim are over the moon now =P
so anways here some pics of me and tim =]

me and tim in the tram heading towards the city

lunching at grilled - tim nibbling on chips

sunday!!! i was waiting for this day to come, well only because its the first time ever in glen waverley. it was glen waverley's chinese new year festival EVER. i was sorta disappointed, not what i expected but... what i can i say. it was the first time. so i hope next year will be much better with rides!! there were was plenty of food stores so we nibbled and ate alot =P im not going to write much i'll just post pics up =]

me and tim

calligraphy writing - it was for lauren. says something about having a good year of a cow... well thats what i think it says lol

nat, tim and i - fob style =P

danny and nam - hehe sucker

me and lauren =D
it was lauren's first chinese new year she ever went to. so it was fun showing her around, and she got into the spirit of it

lion dancers - there was one that was really cute =P

2007-08-08T21:02:00.000+10:00

hhmmm.... nothing much lately... school work and sacs... and more of that everyday.

after school today, me and alyssa, went got asian pics againz!! ahhahaha i love them sooo much =P

` `once upon a time…
W.o.R.d.S never once h.U.r.T me.
>>Change<< never once kil//led me.
<3Love never once brØke me.
Fear never once shook me.
My hopes never once faded away.
I never once broke down.
I was always happy.
And I never once lied.
that was once upon a time.

2007-08-02T22:15:00.000+10:00

heyyyy nothing really has happen much lately. just feel like leaving school everyday. it's getting rather harder now. all the pressure is starting to kick in too. there's only like 11 weeks left in total, of year 12, of glen waverley s.c. everything seems to be flashing by so quickly. 6 years have gone by.

i can still remember the first day in year7. that was pretty exciting. we had this really big assembly, compared to primary school. there were so many people. and i remember me and someone got lost of the first day...but now i know pretty much every room in the whole entire school. back then...

arghhh i cant be bother writing much today... feeling crappy a bit.

all i'm a.s.k.i.n.g for is one day together
just you and me, all <<alone>> and if you can
honestly tell me you don't feel any//thing
for me after that day, i'll finally let you go.

2007-07-25T17:46:00.000+10:00

YESTERDAY:
today...i had a studio art excursion to the NGV INTERNATIONAL - GUGGENHEIM COLLECTION. so i came the same time i usually come, coz mike had school, so i just bummed the first period with hiran, since many people weren't at school because of the UMAT. later alyssa came, so i meet up with her at the same time, lauren came along. so popped down to GOSH for coffee. and went back to school to wait for the rest of the class.

we caught the train to flinders station. as we got there, there was definitely something wrong with lauren. she was literally on a sico highness. we got to flinders station and then we had 30min break before we head over to the NGV International. lauren wanted a sundae so we went over to maccas, and then yea... they didn't serve sundaes that early and went screaming it around the place...=/ really embrassing. so we went to hungry jacks so she could get one. and she finally got one. after we headed over to the gallery. we spent an hour listening to the same lady again, who has taken us for lectures for the past two years... soooooo boring!! then spent an hour looking at the gallery. it wasn't that great. i liked the picture bellow but the green verison which is behind it. and also this fantasy one which was really cool and different to the rest of the collection. i didnt really see the last bit, coz it was really disgusting. like there was a tiled board and it had ripped open bits which consisted of guts and body inners. so it was really disgusting.

then we had LUNCH!! omgosh.... sooo good =P i had pasta and all time favourite - ALL BERRY BANG from boost sooo good =P!! and yea... went over to suga after wards to buy my lollies! iigot watermelon rock this time. i should of brought my rapsberry rock jar along to refill it. but i forgot. um... after that we went home. nothing interesting. we were suppose to take the photos and yea... but we didnt. sucks... so friday!!

TODAY:
i only had two classes because, i had a free in the morning and i had another excursion today too. so i had studio arts and that was a bludge again, but i did some drawings this time. and then i had a period of accounting. and that was a bit random. at recess we left to our excursion to watch "A View From The Bridge" at the Melbourne Arts Centre. i hadnt been there before, so everything seem new to me. ahh... we got in. and we thought that if we got in first we would get good seats but we didnt. we got shit ass seats. front row seat which made my neck ache and we couldn't see anything. and yea... it was really bad. coz we had to read off things at the bottom. quite crap.

the play is a good play. but the way they acted it out wasnt that good. coz they didnt even have one of the main characters in it. and they only had four people acting which was good in away but it was quite bad. after it finished, preet, alyssa and i went to melbourne central. and alyssa went and bought her vintage store - EPISODE. and got a cute dress, and then we went to the crepe store and got CREPES SOOO GOOD =P nutella, cream and ice cream... ohhh yummy!! um... then we went into tempt, and i bought a cute dress, it's gold. and then we took the train home, as we bumped into sammie and jen on the way. and all five of us took the train home. we had our talks. funny talks. random talks.

got back to glenny and preet went home, and i went with alyssa home =P ahhhhh..... sooo sleepy

you know lately... i've been feeling crappy and very insecure. everything around me seems disappearing from me. things i want don't happen or they dont appear, and things i dont want happening they happen or they do appear. i feel lost in my own world. and dont know when i'll be on my feet again. i want things to be normal. i want things to be the way they use to be. but i know things wont ever be normal. you dont get the things you ever want. you get things you always hate. at the moment, i'm getting all the bad luck i see through my eyes. i just hope things will get better soon. coz i really need it =[

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSAAAAA

2007-07-23T18:33:00.000+10:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ALYSSA!!
bonne anniversaire mon cheri! tu a un bon jour au'jourdhui!
et tu t'a amuse et excitant année !
votre ma grande soeur/mon conseiller/ma meilleurs ami et beaucoup plus...
TU AIME!! <3

well... as you can see, it is my lovely mini head's 18th today. although, her and i had a rough night, with dramas associated with men, everything was fine by the morning. i came to school, and since she was late, which is unusual, chelle and i stuck up a happy birthday sign for the little thing =P. and we were waiting for her to come. but... she didn't rock up in time, and period one had already begun. so after that boring period one. i came out and found the tadpole. and gave her a BIG huggy =D. anyways... only had four periods today, accounting, further, and double english. so i didn't have anything today practically. um... yea...lunch we head down to the coffee bean and preetumz and i bought her lunchi =P. then later we head back to school, and chatted through a double with timmy!! caught up with a lot of stuff. and doddled in his diary..my bad =P

after school, alyssa, chelle, and preetumz down to the photo shot thingy, and sooo fun!! we spent a whole period there taking pictures =P we all had cat ears!! chelle had black, i had pink and preet had tiger prints, and for alyssa, MINNE EARS!!soooo fun!! me and preetumz are going to take one of friday... and i want another one with TIM!! hahahahhaha gotta have one with timmy =P

2007-07-21T20:01:00.000+10:00

YESTERDAY:
just came back from a not so good day. i had chinese school and then i went to have lunch. and bummed with my cousin for an hour. and then i was suppose to go hang out with jack for the last time while he was here. but instead like usual... the boy was late. not 10mins. not half an hour. not one hour. but two hours late. and i thought girls were bad =P so during that time i had wasted my time a lot. when i could of been doing homework. but it's not like i wanted to.
um... so jack came out, eventually, at 3:30. and this time i wasn't annoyed with him. because it was my last time seeing him for a while. ah... we sat at the station for a while. and then walked for a bit and end up at the school. sat there and talked, what would happen to him, and me. later walked back to the station where we met up with simon. the guyz were suppose to go have a hair cut in box hill at 2:30. but just seemed like the guyz slept in like usual. and i missed my bus. and then the guyz blamed me for missin their own bus. coz they were waiting for me to go. bt it wasn't my fault. eventually i found another bus. and took that home. and i gave jackie a hug and that was the last time i saw him =] as he was heading off to get a hair cut.

TODAY:
i spent my time writing a very long letter today. at lunch went to have yum cha with the family. and then came home, and went for a walk with alyssa, to jack's place. coz the letter was for him. and i called his phone a couple of times, and he didn't pick up so we just dropped it off at his house. and now... i'm not doing any work coz i cbf doing anything at the moment.

* * * * *
has anyone ever felt you've lost something? something important to you. something your scared of loosing. coz i have. i've been scared of loosing one thing for over three years. and during these three years, it's been difficult not spilling it. but until now... i did what seemed right but seemed wrong. something so important to me, i have let go. a secret that is never been told. although its a relief it's out. but it's scary when its out. im scared. =]

a BIG UPDATE

2007-07-17T21:33:00.000+10:00

well... it's a big start again using this blog huh?
i think yr 12 has kicked in and i just haven't had the time and the will to continue with this. but i'm trying my best at the moment trying to avoid reading my english notes.
So half the year has gone by already only a term and a half left. not long until the red, blue and white is gone. let's see what has happened in the pass half a year...

my birthday - well... i turned 17 this year. n we went to the city for my birthday, with nat, shirlie, danny, nam, preet, alyssa - i think and lauren. um... we went laser forcing. and me and preet figured we suck at the game. but it was really fun =P bt it went pass too quickly. only a 20min game. that was in the term1 holidays. so first week back, on the thursday that was my birthday. and it was another long day! but a very good day=P. had msgs starting from 12. like usual - PREET!! um... i got plenty of wuzhun things and farenheit stuff=P. from nat, nam, shirlie, jen, tim, danny, and david teoh, i got tokyo juliet, wuzhun magazine, a mud cake and a pink sunflower. THNX. alyssa got me... farenheit's album, so i have the original copy, a bag, and a make up bag.thnx love! preet gave me a bracelet which says ' catherine' at the top and '<3BFFL (BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE)' at the back. lauren gave me jessica simpson's yummi lip glossy!! um... anne and christine gave me this nice combination, and since i LOVE pink. the whole entire thing was pink =P. i got a cool ring, necklace and earrings. very nice!! nishu made me a scrap book. hahaha it was very very nice =P coz it had the most randomness things. and it was beautiful!! vizzi gave me a necklace which i got today! it's really pretty, and its purple =D!!
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN - AT WORLD'S END had finally came out!! but i had no time to watch it because there was exams coming up soon. so preet, shirlie and i went and watched it after the last exam. it was quite shit compared to the other two. there were many funny moments but like the only moment i enjoyed was the bit where will and elizabeth get married on the boat, and their fighting and captain barbossa is conducting the wedding which leads to a sad and shit ending. i rekon they could of done something with it.
i had a couple of the accounting seminars. so i went to the city one which cost $40 and i went with my accounting little group - jono, alysson, grace, hugh, and pauline. met up with shirlie and charissa. it was quite good at the start then it got really boring and yea.. we end up mucking around. um.. after that we went to DFO with the girls. the week after..went to the school seminar. and i bummed with shirliefish and we had lunch together. and bought tablets to help us study - glucose and caffine tablets =$ they help... welll glucose tablets are just like a lolly!
so within a couple of weeks i had my accounting mid year exams. i wasn't ready. and it was actually quite scary. but in the end i did it. and the results come out in a month time from now. =S worried that i will get a shit mark!! i feel sorry for nutha.. her birthday was on her chem exam!! and i just got her birthday prezzie...=$
two weeks after that... it was the formal!! and..... JACK CAME BACK =D so jack was suppose to come back last thursday, but instead he came back spot on the formal. so the guyz and i helped him get in. but teacher busted him so he was kicked out... but overall the formal was a great night!! i was wearing a black dress. and it was pretty. except it was a bit wild.. so mummy fixed it up. i had purple and black earrings, so i had the black and purple thing going. i went to alyssa's house and we all (josh, justin, kapi, alex, hugh, nat, divya, vanja, chelle, alysson, and alyssa) went to the formal in our chevy. the formal was at remebrants. venue was great. everyone looked hot!!
me and jack
mid year holidays... two weeks go by fast huh? first weekend, alyssa preet and i went to lauren's scout production. and i thought it was good =P it was cute and funny!! i like the egyptian one better then the king and queen one. that one was too confusing. the week after i was suppose to go paintballing for alyssa's 18th since she wanted to do something now then during school times. but the stoopid paint ball place was closed until the end of 13th. so it pretty much sucked coz i was really excited!! first thursday... i went shopping with jackkie and we caught up a little bit. it was weird coz i hadn't seen him and talk to him for a long time. like as a proper talk. so everything was a bit weird. we headed down to knox. and we were done shopping by... 2. i got all the birthday prezzie i had to get. later we went back to glenny coz jack need to meet up with simon and that was weirder coz i dont know simon and it was all quiet and stuff. later went home coz it was mum's birthday!! next day was divya's 18th party and it was LAUREN's 18th BIRTHDAY. we bummed around, a typical party. except i stayed away from a couple of people before i would have done something to them. day after was DIVYA's actual BIRTHDAY. and then it was JOHN's 19th BIRTHDAY! then week i went out with alyssa to watch harry potter in 3D. and i thought it was boring coz i hadnt read it or seen anything. so i was pretty much lost..=S um.. that day was NAM & SHIRLIE'S 18th BIRTHDAY!! woke up shirlie accidentally ...=$ and the day after was lauren's party. very interesting party. it was a theme, a world trip . we stopped at hawaii and then landed in australia and went to paris. very funny and interesting. saturday was suppose to have dinner with jack and preet, but someone didn't end up coming.

me and preet at lauren's - preet's dodgy camera

so now it leads up to now... term 3 has begun, and its nearly the final step... and at the moment i am really scared. i'm scared of loosing everyone. and i'll just have only memories of them. nam said we'll stay in touch. we wont forget people. but what's the chance of that i think... there is no chance. i'm just going to not see these people ever again, unless i go find them. i won't bump into them. i think that's what i'll miss most. i'll miss the people around me. even those i don't like that much. it's because i feel safe around them. going to the open world. different people. and what's worst people forgetting about other people. like i see people around me at school and either i or them have forgotten about the past. i don't like the past. neither do i like the present. i like the way it is now. although high school gives us the most dramas... i'll miss all of that. =] really don't want to forget the people i really love and have been by myside the past years. i'm going to miss that alot. . . .

anywayz should do something reading have a SAC tomorrow - need to pass!!

cattty x O x O x

2007-02-23T18:16:00.000+11:00

well, well... lets see, what has happpen this week.

SUNDAY:
as all chinese people would know it was the begining of a new year, the year of a piggy! and that means celebration!!

well, preet,timmy and i head down to china town to watch the festival because i wanted to go and preet hadnt ever seen one before. so we missed our original train, and catch the next one. arrived at melbourne central around 11:40ish. and headed down to china town. we were too lazy walked so we took tram for like one stops, aslo it wasnt just coz we were lazy it was coz it was really really hot, like usual. but yes... we watched the central performances and i was tryin to look for natty in the crowd, bt couldnt find her anywhere. so yea... here are some pictures of the performances.

after that we went to look at different stores. and timmy and i wanted to do this draw, at this TB shop. and it was $4 and we both didnt have enough so we like shared it, but i rekon it was worth it, even though draws usually aint that much. drawed out '24'and we went and chose something. and we chose a hamster=P, and we named it CATIM, but it sound lame so we changed it to TIM-CAT! LOL. the original cost was $18.50. so it was cheap!!and then we went to have lunch coz timmy just wanted to sit in an airconditioned place!while eating the lion dancers came in and it was kool

after lunch we were heading down to southbank and to meet preet's friend again. JASMEET... and out of nowhere says he cant park there, so he made us walk all the way back to Melbourne Central.where they could spend talking me and timm just sat there. but before that, we head off to the crepe shop =P and timmi and i both had the nutella one. welll it was tims first time.so yea.. yumminess. while eating we bumped into jono, and grace+bf from my accounting class coz they were heading down to festivals. and we met jasmeet, and preet and him went off talking while me and tim sat there enjoyin the aircon!

later my mum called and we headed off down to flinders to find her and went home. it was a damn hot day!!

as we know, CAMP was on for yr 12s and it was divided into 2 groups.

DAY 1:
we arrived at school at 8:30 like the teachers had said and yet we left at 9:30. so we talked until they came. i was in bus 1 coz i was in duty group 2, and bus 1 had groups from duty group 1 - 4, so i had preet and lauren. and preet, warren and i sat at the back while lauren was already on duty to upload the luggages. and it was a 2hour drive up. so lauren and me and bit of preet started singing out loud and we finally arrived at phillip island, cowes. and we saw the other group.in their seminar, after that they had lunch with them. and had a group photo with everyone. soon after they had left and we moved into our lodges/cabins. the girls had lodges, so we got the best lodge in the whole entire campsite and in my lodge was preet, lauren, bhabitha and visna. so we had our first couple seminars then we had a break for 3hrs. and so i bummed at the pools with lauren, visna and preet, then went and hanged with nam and tim since they werent swimming. and we went to the trampoline, and did a few jumps and stuff. then i dragged nam down to the ropes course. and i completed it nicely ;) =P!! with a little assistence of nam =D!! and then we went to the last part and noone could finish it!! finally it was DINNER TIME =] and it was kinda bad except for dessert was nice, chocolate mousse and it had a marshmallow in it =P! 1 more lecture thingy then we had role plays!! and aaron's and kapi's play was sooooo funny!! and i think they won it. then it was light out, at 12. usually when your at camp you dont sleep until later, so we were lik patrollin like for every1 it was sooo funny!! but yea... got to sleep at 2:30ish - 3 wen the teachers actually go to sleep.

lauren, bhabitha, visna, and preet

me and tim

DAY 2:
a full day ahead. wakin up at 6:45 in the morning, after sleepin only for 3hrs was totally not on!! so we had breakfast, and had more seminars and then had lunch and then had a lecture about course things. and everyone was waiting just to go to the beach! soooo freaken nice!! lol, me and lauren only went becasue those retards were sleepy and tired so they stayed and went to the pool instead. while me and lauren were enjoying the sun and sunbaking sooo nice!! but i rekon i got burnt on my right side coz it kanes. and yea... went bak and had dinner and we had fish and chippys =P!! then we had mediation!! sooooooo nice! we did some exerices and then we laid there and many people fell asleep like all five of us... =$. lol supposedly when i was sleepin, natty and danny were tickling my feet and i nearly kicked her, and i seriously didnt realise she did. and then we had form captian performance, and talent show. asad and roger were a pisser. hahaha. but mr websters thing was the best!!

preet and i in the morning

the beach at phillip island

DAY 3:
woke up earlier, started packing. had breakfast, took pics, and more pics, and final lectures and had lunch and then we were on the way home.

lol i cant b bother finishing it yet. i need sleep and i need to do my homework!!
cya!!

2007-02-16T19:36:00.000+11:00

this week was hot and bloody boring. same old nothing fun at all. monday was gay and boring well... it was alright coz i bummed with nammy head, natty and danny and their little group, coz my gay ass friends... had ditch me for their beloved 'cricket', by they loss BOTH matches. so i got to bag them afterwards =P ohh and i bought me shorties, well i like bought 2, one aqua blue and a black pin stripe and bought a orange top, very cute. kinda funny, coz wen we got there some assy people were there, and i ignored them, and like seriously if you try on short shorts, you dont get boys to check out your butt now do you? lol i dont think so. and these random guyz came and stuffed onion in one of the shorts and in this top, kinda funny.

tuesday was no biggy either, after school, i had to assist danny to find valentine prezzie for natty. so we decided that we would split up, me and danny, and natty, nam and willie. lol at the start we thought she was following us, so we went downstairs to see roses danny could get. well.. our idea.. okz.. danny's idea... but it was more MY IDEAS. lol um... was to get her a ring and kind of dangle it or somehow attach it onto the rose. and luckily there was a rose that was in a container, and then went to chole hart, and looked for rings, and i liked the green and purple rings, but i choose a white one for nat, and danny choose pink ones, and in the end he decided to get the pink ring, and then we were too scared that it wouldnt fit =P and yea... we were trying to hide the rose and so i chucked everything out of my bag, and put it in and covered the top, and i kinda lookd like a retard coz i couldnt really walk properly coz of how i was holding it. got to the locker and left it for wed.

then it had come.... >> Valentine's day << annoying ="P" see ="D" style="font-weight: bold;">DANNY WAS LATE!! so yea.. he gave it at recess, cuteness. and natty gave him handmade cookie toys... SOOO CUTE!! i want!! hahaha. anyways there were soo many cute things that happened, in our locker bay there was this guy that had place posted notes and it had said ' elize, follow the yellow brick road' and it went to her locker it was sooo cute. and lauren and alex lol bought tozen of chocos =P hahahaha and like usual preet always at least gets one or two. later we met her friend meet. and kudrat =P and... NINANINA hahahhaa. funniness, so we bumed until preet had finish talkin to meet. and yea... that was it.

nothing on thursday and today. jsut been HOT and HOT!! boilling like anything.

CAMPS NEXT WEEK =D and CHINESE NEW YEAR IS in.... 1 days time!! cant wait =P anywayz byee....

2007-02-09T22:10:00.000+11:00

well... a complete full week as a year 12 student. i suppose when your in other year levels you find that year 12 is a BIG thingy yea? but when it actually comes around, its quite not interesting and fun. its tiring and boring and has alot of hard work. this week, i've just been tired and exhausted with the whole studying thing. usually i was able to sit around and muck around, but guyz... theres literally no possible way for that. especially slacking off, you would have to catch up badly.. like me at the moment...=] CAT STOP SLACKIN!!

anywayz.. monday was alright i suppose, only had 4 classes and then i had 3 frees at the end of the day. so it was all good. tuesday was meh... nothing too special. wednesday we had half day, so instead of friday that are half days, its wednesday now. so yea... preet was suppose to come bathers shopping with me. and lately it just doesnt happen. so i went with natty and danny. but danny stayed out when i was tring them out. and i got these really cute bikini, aqua blue ripcurl with floral print, very cute =P and um... got black bordies =D so i was glad, then me and danny dropped natty at her bus. and we had nothing to do. and i've never actually hanged with danny, so it was a first. we were bored so we like looked for ideas and things that he could get for nat. and yea... found a couple. and i was attached to these white and pink moo moo cow and this elephants..!! sooo adorable!! we went downstairs and we found like this new machine thingys like for little kids and like i had never seen one before nor had danny, so we both chipped in to buy it. $1 each. and it was machine that blew up a ballon, and it was soooo coool!! lol i felt like a retard holding the ballon so we went into a shop and there was a little kid that was crying so we gave the ballon to her, and she stop cryin =P and yea... later we just sat and chatted about the pass... very strange to see different views. thursday was nothing had a dodgy long day.... crap as.. and today we had photo day and everyone looked soo prettiful. funniness, preet was in my form and she was ahead of me, and she was next and i called her name and it was sooo funni she like shuffled her head slightly to look at me, coz she didnt wanna stuff up her hair..!! and sniff had to take like 5 pics. funi =P and yea... after the photos every1 was lik stuff it!! LOL majority of the girls... photos r over who cares now!!

and yea... i gotta try finish all my homework so i can go out this weekend... CHINESE NEW YEARS in..... A WEEK!! springvale has their festival this sunday. so i'll catch ya there if anyones goin..?!

2007-01-31T18:38:00.000+11:00

the days has come, skool has offically started for us. well the good thing bout the first day is we dont have to start at 8 in the morning, got to start at 11. no biggy but yea. well preet and i went to skool together. and arriving at school was lik WOW so many red jumpers. and it was us who were wearing red jumpers. scaryy. well we headed into the hall and like had a BORING assembly, sat with timmy and preet. wasnt really paying attention. and yea...

after assembly caught up with some of my friends. saw bhabz =P sooo good. and catched up with natty, shirlie and all them people. and i went with them to get their diaries and went to the glen with them. and yea... caught up with preet, lauren and vizzi and had maccas. lauren and vizzi were catching up with the latest news about preet, after lunch lauren and visna had to head off to get their lockers, so me and preet came later to find our lockers. and im lik in a seperate locker from my friends.... not cool. AND I HAVE BOTTOM LOCKER... sooo freaken gay!!

after that, we had another assembly about camp. and yea... after that i've been bumming with natty and danny. oh and i bought shoes and stuff from diva =P i buy too much things. very bad...

anywayz i'm off to do some relaxing before REAL work begins.

2007-01-29T18:41:00.000+11:00

well... one full day left of the long holidays. school. i hate the thought of it!!

ah well.... friday night, went out for dinner with my mum's side of the family, coz it was my cousins 18th birthday. the food was alright wasnt that good. just the usual stuff.

on sunday night, alyssa had a party thing, lol i dont actually know what kind of party it is. but it was a party. everyone [divya, eshali, neetal, alyson, antara, sakshi, natalie, chelle, alex, aaron, warren, lauren, inkashi, nina, and preet.. oh and me=D ] arrived at 7 , well... they were suppose too. we just ate, talked about each others holidays, well mainly alyssa'z and preet's since they went overseas. preet, nina and me were pissing ourselves about the most randomness things eva!! sooo lame. every one was like watching the tennis, and of course again roger won.

anywayz today, alyssa and me hanged out =P. so i got to her place and soon we were off to brandon park first coz alyssa need to pick up her photos and so we saw some of her friends in France. then her mummi drove us to DFO in morrabin. we went to soo many shops yet we didnt buy anything. well... i did buy a top for my bro and a birthday prezzie and 2 tops for me. and alyssa bought one top. we chatted for awhile sat there drinking our fracuppcinos and caught up with new gossips or talked about old gossips. later her mummi drove us to glenny where we jus walked around to place and ate lunch.

so yea... the last couple of days i have spent my time with alyssa =P very funn!!

anyways, i'm off to watch the next epsiode of HANA KIMI =P

2007-01-25T22:12:00.000+11:00

well.... my BEST FRIEND HAS FINALLY arrived home =D so i'm alll happy!

today, i went to springvale. shopped for food. waited at the hairdressers for my brother, and i bumped into CHRISTINE =P had a little chat.

after that, off to see my PREETUMZ!! well... dad dropped me off at nishi's place and we walked over to preet's house. we got there and she wasn't awake yet. so her brother tried waking her up, and so that we would suprise her. but she didn't believe us until we woke her up. so she got up, and we chatted for HOURS!! talking about random things, from whats been happening here, to what happened over there. sooo much to tell!

later we went out to eat, coz there wasnt anything to eat at her place. and we talked and talked until i had to leave and they continued to talk and talk. but yea... it was good to see her =P

well... the classes are up. and they are alright except i dont like my accounting class AT ALL. and not that much of french too. even though i hav a good teacher, just not anyone i know. but yea... i'm in 2 classes with preet, which is REALLy good! and lauren as well!

so that's all at the moment.

2007-01-18T16:05:00.000+11:00

heyyy.... a very long time huh? my badd!!

anywayz... holidays are nearly over, which means YEAR 12 is around the corner.... i sooo dont wanna do yr 12 yet! im not ready =P well... school starts in 12 days... less than 2 weeks. the only thing im excited about returning to school is i see my friends again, and except that i dont wanna return.

well... i'll try to recap my holiz, IF i can remember them, coz it was quite a big break. but yea.. from the last blog. it was the formal right? welll that was a night. and my feet hurt after that. i kinda dont wanna go into details. coz that will take me yonkz. couple days later, were our interviews. and i was really scared, coz i wouldnt get into french. at last it was my turn and, i got all my subjects. french, studio, mgf, eng, and accounting. so i was really glad. couples days after that was book sells, and me and timmy bummed around the glenny coz we had nothing to do. we went to the food court then back to school, then to the cinemas countdown area, and then back at school, lol went and chat at random places for lik 3 hrs =P. randomness. day after, worked at my unlces place and that was SOOOOOOOOO boring, there were no customers... well hardly!! we out to have dinner with them too after work. around christmas, i poped down to dandy and helped my aunty with her shop, and it was packed with customers. then we had a christmas bbq at my aunt's and it started to rain...which was dodgy. on boxing day, we definatly went shopping =D CHADDY!! soooo many ppl. i saw ken, and his bros but they didnt see me thou. and then... i cant remember what else happen...

nish came back from tazzie!! and the past 2 weeks ive been bumming with her and her POOL soooo much fun! lol yesterday, we were suppose to do 'homework' but we spent the time watching 'cheaper by the dozen' and eating ice cream=P and talking about our girly things. oh... me and nishu traded christmas prezzies. i got her a soccer ball and this doll thingy she wanted. and she got me, a bag, a bear, a scarpbook set, and wallet, a frog thingy, lol she got me some random things.

well... alyssa and preet are coming home in like a week time!! 7 DAYS!! so i'm gonna both of them soon. oh and timmy.... preet gt her hair cut, but i dont know if its layerd, but she cut 2 inchs off.. which is no biggy thou =P. so i cant wait until they return home... hehehe

during these holidays... i've had my eyes set on this taiwanese drama show, which is originally based on the manga version of hana kimi, but i'm not into manga, but i do LOVE this show. coz it has wuzun and jiro, from feilunhai, and ella from S.H.E. my favourite bands. well... the movie is really funny and you guyz should watch it =p

anywayz... i think thats enough for today. cya =]

shopppiinnng!!

2006-11-19T20:01:00.000+11:00

ever since exams had started... i hadnt been shopping. and today was the begining of the shopping frendzy!!lol. we rocked down to chaddy - "melbourne's fashion capital", which i technically dont rekon so... theres nothing after awhile... so yea... we went there and walked around. we went to cotton on.. and there wasnt anything i liked there. so mummi brought a top there. and then we went looking for simple fancy sandals pour moi. and yea... we went downstairs and we went to jaysjays and i got another dress =P mummi got a dress and mike got 3/4. and i like my dress =D its yellow and its a halter! i think i love yellow halter dresses!! hahahaha i've got two now!!

we went up to novo, and i got two sandals, a white one and a bronze one 2 for $50!! we meet my aunties and daniel and allan there. after wards we went to dangerfield because he found this t-shirt he wanted to wear for the formal, which was a black t-shirt and it had a print of a bow tie and vest, and he was going to wear a blazar and pants along with it. and all of us said 'NO' hahahaha. it was sooo bad!!

we went down to the food court and aunties order dumplingz! while we went to mooks. after looking for them we went started playing the soccer thingy they have there. and i was sooo hard!! but funny, alan was trying on these thongs which had prints of dj mix it was very funky coz it was like a disc. funniness! after that we went home. dropped mike at the movies, coz he went to watch a movie with his friend. but yea... =]

anyways... formals coming up =P SOOOO EXCITED =P

a new hairdoOoo

2006-11-17T22:37:00.000+11:00

okz... we'll i've been whining and complaining that i wanted to get my hair perm with nice bouncy curls and stuff =P and today... i finally did it! half my hair is gone now!! that's probably one regret, a whole yr growing it... all chopped off..=[

well... i got to the hair dressers [artforum] at 11:30 coz i had an appointment. and firstly got it chopped and then um.... she put this cream thingy in and i sat there for 2 1/2 hrs with that crap in my head and a heat thingy circling my head. and that was only STEP ONE!!...boy-o-boy i gt myself in2 trouble.

then she finally decided she can actually curl it! and soo she got one of the staff to wash my hair and preet and nish was kinda going in and out of the place coming back to dump crap or anythign else... and yea... den they put the curls in and that was in for about 45mins and it was HOT! like hot as in boiling hot, coz i got the digital thingy done, it was steaming.. and yea... it looked werid nish and preet took pics... not funny at all!! but yea.. sat there and it was nearly done. then they took it out and yea... washed my hair and put mouse stuffy in it. and by the time it was done... it was 4:30....wow..... 5hrs at the hairdressers. sitting there.... wasting my time.. and nish's and preet's hahahahaha. and yea... it was $200!!! hahahahhaa i dnt think im getting my hair done for a while. its gona be left alone. no touchin!!!

afterall it turned out great...and now i cant wash my hair for 2 days... oh wellz... its gonna look at the formal thou huh? =P

E X a M s ARE OVERRR =P

2006-11-15T17:28:00.000+11:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH AT LAST!! EXAMS ARE BLOODY OVER! FINISHED... well... at least not until next yr =D

okz... BIG BIG updates =D... bare with it. hahahhaa

well... from where i left off... a VERY VERY BELATEd birthday shout out...!!

happI seveNteeNth birThdaY natTaliCous!!

well... from then i had to study for my exams... and yea... went over to nishu's house 2 study every saturday. and most of the time we just bummed and didnt study at all =P chatted and caught up a few times. bindi and her friend was always over to. when i was there, her friend was there too... all good =P!! um.... nothing else happend on the first week. i had my english exam which was totally crap. and it was unbelievably BORING. 3 bloody hours and i could be sleeping for that long. i think i did okay for the text response but the issue stuff... i know i did really bad in. so yea... um... study over the weekend. and had melbourne cup, we had a bbq at my aunty's place. we came late like usual and stayed for a while and then went home. um... then on that week i had both further exams and studio and they were pretty easy stuff, since further you need to have your summary sheet. and studio simple analysis crap =D. um... then this week... i had legal which in fact was soooo freaken hard it was unbelievable!! it was soo blooooody hard. it was easier than english thou. and yea... up until today... it was accounting and french. and they were a breezeee =P. i just hope i past.... ARGHhhhhh please passs!!

well... the only thing during the time of exams was that i went to 'study' at the lib with preet and nishi... but it doenst actually work that way=P its jus a catch up lesson. hahahaha. we went to wheelers hill shopping centre and we were just looking for food and then we went into this dress shop and there we found preet's formal dress. and it lovely. i like it =P!! it green chiffon and it a flowing dress... sooo yea all pumped up for the formal just... dont know how to get there=S got to think about that pretty quick .... ARGGGGGGhhhhhhhhh STReSS FULL even thou exams are over....

WHEN WILL THE STRESS GO AWAY =[ =P

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well... during the time i was studying i LOVE these three songs... Jesse McCartney - Daddy's Little Girl, Paula DeAnda - Walk Away & Paula De Anda - When It Was Me. hot songs!!

Jesse McCartney - Daddy's Little Girl .x* mine and nishu's favourite =P *x.

You just turned eighteen a week ago

You want to learn what you don't know

You're grown up don't need permission

Find out what you've been missin'

It took some time but now you really want to figure out

Just what it is that all the other girls are talkin' 'bout

And it's driving you're mama crazy'

Cause daddy's little girl is now my baby

I think you're ready baby

Come on and get it baby

I think you'reI think you're

You've always followed all the rules

Done just what you're supposed toS

tick the key in the ignition and light it up

Have a taste of what it's like to be old enough

Move your body baby let me see you work it

Looking at you make me wanna blow a circuit

And it's driving you're mama crazy'

Cause daddy's little girl is now my baby

I think you're ready baby
I think you're ready baby
Come on and get it baby
I think you'reI think you're

I think you're ready baby

Come on and get it baby

I think you're, I think you're

I think you're ready baby

Daddy's little girl is ready baby yeah

I think you're ready babyI think you're, I think you're

Tell me girl if I'm mistaken

All the signals that you're makin'

Brought you to the road you're takin'

So come on, come on

Come on, come on, let's go

Girl shake what your mama gave you

Shake it like you're trying to break it'

Bout to start an earthquake

I think you're ready baby
I think you're ready baby
Come on and get it baby
I think you'reI think you're

Paula DeAnda - Walk Away

I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
you gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday

And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Is it calling just showed up affection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldnt be concerned
In the back of my mind I cant help but question

Does she rub your feet (when you've had a long day)
Scratch your scalp (when you take out your braids)
Does she know that you (like to play ps2 till 6 in the morning like I do)

I cant explain this feeling

I think about it everyday

And even though we've moved on

It gets so hard to walk away

(I'm gonna remember you, your gonna remember me)

Walk Away, walk away

(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)

Walk away

(I cant forget it how we use to be)

I guess I gotta live my life from day to day

Hoping maybe you'll come back

And though I tell myself not to be afraid

To move on but it seems I cant

No other man has given me attention

It aint the same as your affection

Thought I know I should be content

In the back of my mind I cant help but question

Does he kiss me on the forehead (before we play)

Show on my doorstep (with a bouquet)

Does he call me in the middle of the day (just to say)

Baby I love you (like you used too)

I cant explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, your gonna remember me)
Walk Away, walk away
(I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me)
Walk away
(I cant forget it how we use to be)

So hard to express this feeling

Cause nobody compares to you (to you)

And you know she'll never love you like I do

I'm gonna remember you

your gonna remember me

I'm gonna remember you

your gonna remember me

update

2006-10-25T17:02:00.000+10:00

okz okz... firstly i'm sorry i havent been updating... just my studio folio was due today, and there's sooo much work to be done to finish it!!

and i'd have to start off with...

happy sweet sixteenth nicole =]

[17/10]

me and nikki

happy fifthteenth birthday amelia

[19/10]

happy seventeenth birthday preetumz!

[20/10]

me and preet

happy seventeenth birthday jackie, sidney & stephaine

[23/10]

jack

stephaine and lawrence [cousins]

hope you had a wonderful day!

i actually cant be bothered typing out what happen. i'll jus put a pic up from preet's party.

yr 12's...=[

2006-10-17T18:56:00.000+10:00

before i'm gonna start. i gotta do the usual...

happI birthday Mec lynN! - 14th

& nicole - today!!

have a damn smacken time!

enjoy it as your last!!

*shake that ass =P*

Mec lynn

Nicole Slateeeerr with daddy and mummi

well... let's just give a recap on the past few days. well... as people would know, the year twelves are leaving. and like it hasn't ever hit me that much, until this year, coz i have friends in yr 12., and i know i'm gonna miss them. i haven't known them just this year, but since yr 9. and yea... i know i'm gonna miss them heapz. =[

well... my crazy friends brang along their camera's and stuff... to take pictures of their friends. here's one of me and vidz. my stooopidhead =[ i'm gonna misss you heapz. and dont forget me!!! fara's leaving too dont quite have a pic of her yet, bt i will soon. lets just hope! and yea... um...

vidz & me

yesterday was dress up day!! and it was very different, and there were alot more hot people this year!! =P. vidz came as 'Storm' from X-Men, fara, neha, and one of their friend were teeny boppers, and my cousin was a scooby doo for an hour then became apart of the 'Gary team' and yea... alot of the girls wore really hot things! sophie lookd hot! and a heap more!! but definately who was fine was cosman, and mitchel - GHOSTBUSTER BOY!! and ARMY DUDE!!! fine allll the way =P!!

cosman - ghost buster boy

mitchel - army dude

cousin [allan] - garry gang

then today they came to school getting signtures from mates, and stuff. and i signed on 4 shirts - samera, neha, fara, and vidz. and yea... we had assembly with the year 12s and, quite frankly i think this was the best assembly i've actually been to. like it was sooo different and much much funnier!! after the proper speech and stuff, they kicked off with a random dance thing with britney spears song, and random bits very funny, then we had more singing, another group did a little musical which was very cool, a quite sequence too. and then a comedian HILARIOUS!! he talked about this korean guy's dad found out his friend liked him and that he couldnt express his feeling so he punched him =P funniness =P and then another quite sequence =P!!! very cute, this amanda girl was singing 'Angel of Mine' and she was the only girl singing, and out of no where, Roy comes on a starts singing and it's sooooooooooooooo damn cute!! i rekon natty and danny could pulll it off!!!=D and then yea... at the end... ALL of the yr 12s went up to the stage and sang forever young! and it was soooo amazing like a tone of people were on stage sining. people were like crying and stuff sooo dramatic! =[

tonight is their graduation dinner =]....

good luck in the future to all the year 12's

hope to see you around!!

* * * * *

one of the songs they sang today was 'Angel of Mine' by Monica and here are the lyrics:

When I first saw you I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought that I would never find

Angel of Mine

I look at you looking at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

Gonna love you boy you are so fine

Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know

I'm here for now, you helped me grow

You came into my life

Sent from above

When I lost the hope

You show my love

I'm checkin for you

Boy your right on time

Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me then what we share

No one in this world can ever compare

Last night the way you moved is still on my mind

Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know

Deep inside I need to show

You came into my life
Sent from above
When I lost the hope
You show my love
I'm checkin for you
Boy your right on time
Angel of Mine

I never knew I could feel each moment

As if they were new

Every breath that I take

The love that we make

I only share it with you

You, You, You, You

When I first saw you I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought that I would never find

Angel of Mine

You came into my life

Sent from above

When I lost the hope

You show my love

I'm checkin for you

Boy your right on time

Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know

I'm here for now you helped me grow

I look at you looking at me

Now I know why they say the best things are free

Checkin' for you boy your right on time

Angel of Mine

very sweet song!!

birthday shopping spree

2006-10-14T17:44:00.000+10:00

i hate absoulety HATE OCTOBER!!! out of all the months in year october is a heckit year! every single day you have a birthday! and ....

hapPi fiFthtEentH biRthdaY niNa pooF!!

have a wonderful pooFish day! =]

nina & moi

anywayz... after school today, me and lauren went and shopped for birthday prezzies. i had to get vizzi's, preet's and nikki's prezzie. and lauren had to get vizzi's, preet's and robyn's prezzie. and so we decided we'd go to knox, since there are much a bigger vary of shops. so we waited at the station for 20mins till the next bus came. and yea... since the bus route had 2 bus routes, one to the monash uni and one to croydon which we had to take. and so... a bus came and we thought it was the right bus. so.. we took the bus.. and i figured it was the wrong bus since it was going to monash uni. and the croydon bus JUST went by and so we quickly stop and ran to catch the croydon bus! and we ran and we just missed the bus... and we werent tooo happy.... hmmm....!! so we went to the glen instead! we went to supre first since lauren need to find a skanky outfit for this 18th party tonight. and then we went to diva - brought earrings for me and vizzi =] so i got one prezzie done. and then we went to shoe shops to see if there were any large overnight bagz for robyn. and within that process we went to check out jewellery stores for preet's prezzie. then we reached bonjouk, and we found this perfect bracelet for her. its not too chunky yet not to fine. and it has a locket on it tooo =D and we brought that =P! then... we went to strand bags and we finally found the bag!! a big leather big! hahahaha lauren was soooo glad! coz strand bags was the last opinion. and yea... then we bumped into roger. and he bummed with us until he had to go to work. and yea... we went to gas and found a nice bag for vizzi. lauren and roger got it. =] and then... we went to the info area to get all our prezzies wrapped up =P cheap ass way!! and yea... we went down to have lunch. and yea... we finally finished shopping. and we went home =] and we both missed our buses by 5mins!! argh... and the nex bus was in an hour. so we both decided to walk. we both spent alot of money today.... well... mainly lauren =P

lauren with all the shopping

bithdays and more birthdays!!

2006-10-10T19:05:00.000+10:00

helllooo people!! how r you alll? well... today was a rather good old day, except from shithead... it was really goood=] and yea... first of all i would like to announce....

happY birthday VisnA

and micKey - little brother =]

me and visna

mike and megan his bestie - trying to look gangsta!

hope you had a wonderful day!

visna: i hope you had a lovely creamish day =P

mike: hope you had a rattish day =P

* personal jokes *

anywayz... in the moring i sat with soumya and a little chat which was kool =] and yea... then lauren came along and cracked it at me for not saying happy birthday to my bro. so we ran up and went to find him, coz she's like you can't not say happy birthday to him and to vizzi. so yea... said happy birthday and ran back down... *as we ditched soumya and left her there.lol - sorry soumya =P* we bummed and waited until visna had arrive, and i was the first to say happy birthday =D!! how good am i !=D=P!! and yea... the rest had to go to class, so me and sidney went to safeway and brought a cake, and it was really yummi!! chocolate mud cake with whipped cream and white cream and more chocolate =D DELICIOUS!! greatness. went to sci/tech and yea... talked to stoopidest =P [fara] and her friends, coz they didn't have french coz mr bates was away. and yea.. i was joining in their convosations. dress up day - emesia? i don't know how to spell her name. is coming as a fairy =P and neha and fara and someone else are coming as teeny boppers. lol randomness! and then graduation - out of all people i didn't expect fara to come in a suit, because she wants to become a fashion designer, and yea.. but i suppose its good to wear alot of different types of clothings huh? =] and then we generalised about a few things, like some people. it was quite strange coz the person they don't like was quite close to me, and i was trying to not defend that person and trying to see their view, like i totally understand you have your own opinion on this one person. but there's always other people that don't see it that way. coz they said she was fake, but i couldn't see it coz i'm soo use to how she is, and not see pass it. and yea... we just talked until the bell went.

further was boring coz visna WAGGED the whole lesson, well... not technically. but yea.. she was doing a 'SAC' *COUGH COUGH** my asss..... and english was a bludge coz we were suppose to do research for our orals and yea... i sat there in sci/tech talking to vanja and preet. about preet's slumber party and stuff.. but yea... lol. as i went up to collect my books ms boucher's like how are you doing with your oral catherine? and i was lik good =] and she's like what topic are you doing it on.? and i was lik SHIT!! and i was lik i cant remember it!! soooo bad...! god im such a bad student huh? =P

and at lunch we cut the cake and yea... it was good coz it was only, pauline, varsha, vanja, preet, me, lauren, bhabz, hanif and michael, and vizzi. she cutt the cake michael got cake on her, and then i got her too =P and then.... i decided to get hanif... and it was soooo funni =P i thoguht he wouldnt chase me... but he DID!! he chased me until he got me! and again... i got cream AND cake in my hair! SOOO ANNOYING! i smelt like a cow for the rest of the day!=] and yepz. we went to for a walki and we found niki at the middle school building and we walked in, and its been such a long time since we were in there, so we went for a walki, and i found my bro =] and he was cutting up rats... how fun! and we jus had cake. very fun! and yea... for the rest of the time we sat at the stairs, and yea... alyssa came and talked to us, and out of freaken nowhere, freaken james - btw... is a TOTAL fuk face in the WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD! decides to chuck bark at me and why? coz right next to him was shithead, laughing her head away. =] i got really annoyed and walked off. while bhabz on the other hand... went up to her and totally cracked it at her. she embrassed her in front of everyone! yr 11s, yr 10s, and yr 12s... boy-o-boy shes sooo in for it now. coz i was sitting there pleseantly doing nothing to her, and i was just sitting next to my friends minding my own business and shithead was smart enough to stir things up! not smart not smart at all!

legal was a bludge... studio was even more of a bludge... i was waiting for naomi for the whole lesson and she was like talking to another teacher for like the WHOLE LESSON! and i seriously need my stuff to be photocopied! and yea... in the end when she came out.. she said that she didn't want to go the middle school building and that she could do it another day... and i had to say sure... but i was pissed!!! soo annoyed! and yea... in accounting i actually did work! how suprising is that!!! =P!

girl... girl...girl...

2006-10-09T19:37:00.000+10:00

the funni thing is that girls actually lie upon lies and upon lies. and that its even funnier when their busted, and it completely written all over their face. and blaming on someone who had NOTHING to do with it is totally wrong. i think this chick is quite a shithead, lol it matchs her name huh? =P well.. yea.. i just don't get why she can't be honest enough to come out and just tell me. and thinking about... girl... your seriously gonna die=] you literally have no chance. like everyone knows... your just gonna get owned =] so if i were you... i'd give up girl! saves you the trouble for crying and the miniture complaints you usually do! but looking back on this... i rekon i don't really deserve a friend like you. like seriously... your only one person less. and deep down...i've been thinking, i need a friend that can be honest and truful to me. not go behind my back and bitch about me to random people. like this year... me and timmi have grown much much closer =P * our bitching section *, mec -lynnn * a great straight forward girl *, natty * my favourite chick *, shirlie & ann * english mates *, jason * my pal for english and accounting* and alyyyysssaaaa * my sister - my buddy *, reyard * ganster boy but he's sooo cute =P *, asad * kerab man *, thanh & max * legal buddies *, alex * lauren's boyfriend =]* anddd... there's heaps more but i can't remember so yea...=] i've gain soo much, i dont really need her =] these guyz are my kool mates! *thumbs up*

well.... today was totally BORING. nothing interesting, me and bhabitha were still fired up. and yea... nufin much happen. except we had to vote for school captain and it was very very crowd in senior centre. A FULL HOUSE!! it was kinda scary coz i've never seen it like that before. and yea... we also had formal committee meeting, and it was kool, coz we got our roles. =] me, preeet, natty, amanda and sakshi got to do food, table organisation and TICKETS distribution =D!! i really wanna make the theme a pastel colour since the pastel colours are now in. like peach and this wild colour. something for the boyz. but then again, alyssa's like get old classic colours, lik royal blue, and a dull purple... sorri alyyyyysssaaa... i dnt like it. and yea.... we missed out on a legal test. and yea... nothing much today.=]

bitches will always be bitches =]

2006-10-06T18:17:00.000+10:00

well... as you can see by the title of this blog, i'm not in the bestest mood ever! mainly because of this chick, remember me talking about her before? well.. its her againz. and literally she's gone to an extent that i really wanna teach her a lesson. firstly, she has no right at all to be pissed off at me coz she totally went behind my back for the second time and did it again. and okz.... if she wants so be bitch and bitch about me, go ahead, coz i know there's friction between us. but dont you freaken dare! go and bitch about my friends in their freaken face and say that you weren't! coz dude... you've been busted 3 times. what else do you have to say? also... dragging people into the situation is just totally wrong. you've already dragged MY FRIENDS in you definately want to drag your stoopid friends for no stooopid reason! and plus, your 'friends' won't technically help YOU, coz... half of all my friends will hate him. =] so i doubt you'll win this one. plus... your best friends bro's friends are totally going to back off when i bring someone along. i will get you soooo freaken bad, you wish you didn't do it at all. coz remember, i didn't start it. YOU DID!

well... before it went all nasty. i had a free in the morning with namy. who was literally being an ass to me. out of no where he decides not to talk to me =] very nice on him! so i took his books and yea... still didn't talk to me. so i kinda kept bugging him, then he took my oral. and then i was kinda pissy. and that oral meant alot coz, after recess i had my oral. so yea... and yea... so in the end i took his book and he took my oral. then i had class with the bitch =] how nice. okz... this is what happened, but i wont give names. i'll name her.... shithead =P [what a lovely name to call her] well... i saved 4 seats for further, coz i usually have 4 seats saved for my friends, and shithead comes along and takes a seat, so i was pissed, so i went to 'excuse me shithead, can you please move, this seat is taken!!' and then shithead goes ' well... too bad coz i'm sitting here.' and i got sooo furious. the whole lesson i was imagining us in a catfight! i will have a pair of scissors in my pocket, and i will literally cut off her hair and break her nails, coz that's the only she could literally do to me. and in studio i went and bitched to alyssa who is my bitching pal, who understands me. and yea... then we had recess. and i was talking to one of my friend and again the dumbass dragged my friend in. so yea... later i was talking a pics for my friends, and that shithead just walked though in between very slow. and i was like dare you! argghhh... she drives me up the wall. man... she rekon shes top shit after getting some gangster friends, yet shes quite dumb since, the people she dragged in that are my friends, her friends wont do shit all to us=] soo... girl just give in before it just gets nasty! anywayz... after recess i had my oral, and i think i did really shitty, coz i liked stuffed up HEAPZ! but yea... we finished watching 'tet toi' such a good movie!! yea... then school was out =]

me and preet went for lunch againz. and it was good this time we didnt go to any chinese restaurant. we went to la porgeta, and had pasta! =P i had the pollo e fungi and preet had this other pasta thingy i dnt know how to spell it. and yea... after that we went to real gelato, and caught up with danny and nat. and we chatted, we bitched, we ate, we did alot of things =P lol. funni coz it was the first time when preet was with us chatting. so yea... was really fun. except from seeing thanh and hearing some shit that i didnt really wanna hear, and seeing shithead a couple of times.

ring girl - natty! =P

danny boi!

borrring day =[

2006-10-05T22:11:00.000+10:00

well... today was really reallly boring!! started off with further which was boring. sat there with my spastic friends, olivia & visna! and talked about random things. lol. visna lookd a tad stoned.=P so yea. hahhaa. nex we had accounting, and it was funny at the start of the lesson when we hadn't started. coz when i came in the guyz [david and shiwen] were like telling alex off about his hair. and it's like a tad long, like usual asian guyz hairdos. and i thought it would be funny if i tied pigg tails in his hair. so i did =] and he kinda does look 'good'.LOL. me and jason rekon he could possibly pull of ass a girl from the back =P

alex's hair=P

next was double english and it was HEELLLLL. i cant stand english. it is the most boringness subject alive! well... at lunch there was a formal committee meeting today, so me, preet, natty, alyssa, jenni, fiona and heapz of pplz went and signed up! soo... me and preet decided we wanted to do food and decoration. 1. food is our speciallty =P and 2. coz i wanna choose the colour theme and i LOVE decorating things!! and yea... that's about it. after lunch we had french and we were watchin a movie, cant remember wat's called. but it was very very funni =P!! i love it! the guy is sooo stooopid, its hilarious!! while we were watchin it people were going out to get there oral done. and aaron was before me, and i was panicking soooo much. but luckily enough she stopped at me =]. so im most likely to be 1st tomow. and yea... then we had legal and that was a bludge because mr hoskin wasn't here, so we didnt go to class and when he came to ran away =P!! afta school everyone [yr 11] had to go to the hall to hear 'school captain speeches' and it was soooo boring!! i think i'm going to vote for, [girls] michelle and eve. & [boys] aaron and warren. i didn't like roger's coz it wasn't him... he jus tried to act all gangster, and your suppose to see the true 'roger' not a try hard gangster dude! but while i was listening, some of the speechs had stories that didn't quite have to do anything with as a role of school captain. but oh wellz... up to them.

well... the past week i'm a tad obessessed with Vanessa Hudgen's new album 'V'. if people do not know her, the chick from high school musical. i love her voice!!

come back to me
let's go
say ok
never underestimate a girl
let's dance
drive
afraid
promise
whatever will be
rather be with you
psychic
lose your love

catch up

2006-10-04T18:09:00.000+10:00

well well.. just gonna give a run down on the last few days of term 4. and... pics from nishu's birthday party!!

monday
i had a morning class and unlike preet and vanja... they get to sleep in!! well... i wasn't tired, which was suprising. i was quite awake. i had english which was quite boring and just did a recap or something or rather for the first period. and then i had art. and naomi, was giving us a warning on what we are suppose 2 do within the closing weeks. and for the rest of the lesson, me and alyssa were sitting there picking sequins. and that period went by fairly quick. and then... had double legal and that was shit boring. BLUDGE!!! lol we bagged preet and her 'pixi friend' amar =P we rekon there's something going on, but no ones confessing.lol. chatted about that for the rest of the period. and then lunchi. bummed around. and then had double accounting. and it was sooooo boring. and i was quite tired!! lol david was sitting infront of me, and i was bored so i drew on his shirt and it was funni coz a guy never whines. and he was lik 'i just ironed that shirt!!' and i was lik 'meh... big whoopi' =P and yea.... then i had french and like usual mrs bonefede talked the whole thing againz and did no work at all =].

tuesday
i had a free in the morning and i just mucked around with my studio folio. and yea... had double further and that was sooooo freaken boring. the teacher kept on starring at me and vizzi, when ever we talked so we were lik wtf.... give us a break! and had form assembly and then english, we watched rabbit proof fence againz, and i was literally falling asleep soooo freaken boring!! and then... lunch. and it was nice and sunny so it was good. um.... next... we had legal and a BLUDGE againz sooo boring! coz he's been helping the people that are going to this court case thingy on thursday and their representing our school so yea.. they need preparing. afta had studio and just decided my second piece of work. and yea... in accounting we had to use quick bookz againz and i couldnt be stuffed! i sat there teasing david againz! damn... i love teasing him =P hes the only guy i have seen that kinda sookz =P

wednesday
lonnngggg day today!! legal in the morning. and what do you know... we have a BLUDGE lesson againz. and accounting was freaken boring too. i think i absoultly hate accounting and legal, they bore me out soooooo much. it's not fun. the pplz are sooo boring! then i had double studio. and the room was soooo packed! both yr 12s and our class were working in one room. so me and alyssa decided to move next door to work. mrs dick was in the room for the second period and me and alyssa just love her!! she's soooo maddd & funni! i kinda wish she was our studio teacher. oh wellz.. but yea... um... lunchi... again was soooo beautiful the weather was great!! preet dragged everyone in2 the sci/tech. but me and vizzi went to the canteen and bought ice cream. and we went to the window were preet was and ate it in front of her. coz i kno preet... sweet will attract to her. lol she pretended she didnt want any... as we hopped off.. she came running out. 'I WANT I WANT' lol hahahahahha. and yea... bummed with asad and varsha. and yep. had english and watched the damn video againz, yet againz i nearly fell asleep. and further was sooooo boringggg.... wasted the class againz. and yea... french was a bludge since half the class had their orals going on. so yea... boring hot day =]

well........ i have some pictures form nishu's party!!

nina et moi

anusha, lauren, nina, preet, nishu and me!

after blowing out the candles

visna, nina, preet, nishi, me and lauren

bindi (nishi’s older sister) and me

nina and me locked outside the house =P

preet giving me a piggy back ride =P

nish, me and preet

me and preet just a tad crazii =P lol

nishi and preet - covered in cake! now didn't i tell you!!

gorgus nishu! sweeet sixteen!

day out =]

2006-09-29T19:16:00.000+10:00

two days left till school.... fun fun. =[ well... today, [me, preet, and nishu] we went to the city, and lauren was suppose to come with us, but she had to babysit her little brother dean... awwwww.lol. well... as usual we missed the bus. and we bumped into harvee's friend.. and i can't remember his name. but yea... he sat with us and was teaching me french. and damn is he freaken goood! half the stuff he said was like... yes...*nodding* and in my head was 'wat on earth is he sayin!!!' and he said i should really get my dad and practise my french. coz i only got a tad wat he said, so yea. we just chatt and oh... he jus got interviewed from country road... so we might see him working at country road in glenny. so keep an eye out for him! and yea... just chit-chatted. and we were at melbourne central station. and nish's like i wanna get food here. and we were lik okz lets go afta a 10sec think. and we ran out as fast as we could. and me, preet and the guy got out... but sadly enough nishi got suck in the train. the doors fully closed on her!! and it started moving!!! and all of the us were pissing ourselves!!! SHE GOT LEFT BEHIND how funni is that! we were kinda panicking. and so we went up and called up nish, and she said she caught another train back to melb. central so it was all good. but me and preet could not stop laughin! hilarious!!! =P so we went and got the food for nishu coz she was 'VERY' hungry. and then went to catch a tram, down to Flinders, but nooooooOOooo the trams weren't running until because of the football parade. so we walked from RMIT down to Federation Square. on the way... me and preet went to look at clothes and nish, wen to her rebel shop to get her 'kewel 10' on her socceroos' jersey. and we were to come back at 4 to collect it. and yea... here's the very end of the football parade.

the eagle mascot dude..

and we finally arrived to fed square and kinda got in trouble... but we made it to the Ian Potter NGV. but it wasnt there... so we walked to the international NGV. and it was there, and preet and nishu werent tooo happy paying $16 to see something they didnt want too. but they did. we went to see the Picasso - Love & War 1935-1945 exhibition the work there wasnt that good. but it was alright the work was roughly the same, but i thought the images with the animal heads and human bodies kinda werid. but i love the colours he used. really good!

after that we went to china town to have lunchi. since nishu had something to eat already she just sat and watched while we ate. and it was all good. but there was a cute guy there....lol. stooopid preet and nishu were trying to freaken embrass me!! they were trying to find a useful pick up line so that they could get his number... WTH!!!! preet - 'excuse me... can i take a pic of u, u remind me of my friends ex' and nishu's was ' you must be a parking ticket, coz you got fine all written over you!' wat the heck! well.... nish got high on lik bubble tea. lol. but i got a pic. LOL!

nishu looking like a retard =P

preet eating her noodles and yea....=D

so we went to melb. central and got our nutella crepes, that me and preet long for!!=P sooo yummi. nish's first try. and she likes it. except for the end.... wat a silli monkey thats the best bit!

and yea... me and preetumz brought our phones some jewellery. a girly touch to it =P. we collected her jersey and she was over the moon. and it was home time... and my feet hurt so yea. =] a very very good fun day!

1. never go to the city with preet. shes scared of everything

2. nish does not like to go shopping

3. their my best friends, so what the heck!

weekend party!

2006-09-24T21:13:00.000+10:00

okz! over the past two days. it has been party galore, well.. for me!

SATURDAY!
it was my bubz, nishu's birthday party! and she got dressed up in her beautiful outfit, a black and white skirt, and a plain simple black top. well... i headed to preet's place before i came to nishu's place. as i arrived to preet's place, nina rocked up too. came in the same time... and..... IN THE SAME OUTFIT! it was a black dress thingy and it was a tire around thing - cargo thing, preet wore dis dress very girly like =P. and yea me and nina were lik wtf.... shit! but no biggy. i had to finish off curling my hair and preet's bro had to burn the dvd thingy for us. anywayz we rocked down to nishu's place, and hanif was there already. no one else was around so... me n nina started blowing up more ballons. while nish and preet went to get a top thingy for nishu. so it gave us sometime to talk to nishu's dad about the dvd/video thingy. and yea... while she was gone, eshali, gen and neetal rocked up=] and yea... waited until they came back. and then people started to roll in, gayan and kapi came. then later on bindi's friends came along, i know one of them was michelle =P and yea... kelly and teagan oh... aaron popped up too. and ANUSHA!heheheh i nearly forgot her.... and then that was about it so far. we kinda had the music up and going. and then yea... me and preet kept on running in and out of the house to check on her daddi and the video. and yea... then tat and pam came after that.... lauren, varsha, visna, and vanja, all 3 Vs came at the same time =P. and then pauline came tooo. and yea.... soon tat's bf came. and it was more of a party. everyone was partying about in the garage. nishu had a bit of fun getting herself a tad dirty. alll mucky and yea... kinda stuffed with food.... it's probabli the easiest way to describe her! and yea...sooon the pizza came! all 20 freaken boxs came! LOL hahahahha and we only ate about 10! but yea... kinda got pissed after awhile due to 'someone'... well.. nt me technically. nishu was. arghhh.... if that 'someone' didnt come then it would have been much better. she even warned them! goddd..... people should really get the message when they strictly say NO ALCHOL!!! but yea... we soon cut the cake and moved everyone to the cake area. we sang happi birthday! and yea... it was funny coz the candles would not go out. like literally go out! even wif 5 people blowing them out. it wouldnt go out... but finally it was out. she cut the cake and then as a indian tradition a family member must fed the birthday girl and bindi did it =] and... well... me, preet, hanif had the honours to fed her too coz were pretty close to her. and well... we technically DID NOT fed her =D we squashed it in her face =] and ran away well... me and preet did! heheheh =P and hanif got smacked with cake too! and yea... we were really scared to get squash and we were lik 'SORRY NISHI - BUT WE HAVE TO DO IT. SO DON'T GET US. PLZ!!!!' but... HANIF that asss... held me from behind and nish ran up and squashed cake in my face and in my hair! argghhhhh!!! i came in2 the house and omfg.... coz asad and gen were like she's not in the house but me and preet didn't trust her. and asad saw me and he pissed himself laughin! not funni. sooo fuken digusting! and yea... preet gt squashed too. =] all goodies =P hehehe. well... we let nishu watch the video we made her on the laptop since her daddi couldnt link it up to the tv. and yea.. the party was practically over.

SUNDAY!
well welll.... it was timmi's birthday party along with david ng's and maeyean's birthday party! and me and preet rocked up rather late well... 30mins late.=] and it was an all asian birthday party and preetumz has never ever in her whole life gone to an 'ALL ASIAN' party, nt being racist or anything she usually goes to curry parties. well.. i think i havent either =S all curry parties! and i'm asian ! WOW - that's quite freakly! and yea... we like got david and maeyean something but not timmi! timmi it will be comin soon when the shops are open =D! ahahaha! well... we started drawing on the white board and then played with the ping pong thingy. and then everyone [timmi, maeyean, david, david teoh, danny, nam, jason, marco, sharon, grace, rachel, gen, michelle, amanda, and natasha] * hey i got a pretty good memory - hehehehe =P* we started playing twister and it was pretty bad. lol. i got out straight away. and then everyone went to the piano, where marco was like playing hard core piano songs =P well... preet didn't like it that much. we like bummed around until the food came and yea.. we had to go coz if not i'd be in sooo much trouble. and yea... preet's bro couldnt find the place and it was like pitch black outside. and maeyean, michelle, gen and rachel came with us to walk to novotel. and it was sooo scary! not one freaken guy came with us only SIX BLOODY GIRLS ROAMING IN THE STREET AT 8 O'CLOCK IN THE DARK AND WINDY AND SCARY!!!! but as we turning we saw her bro and we were soooo bloody glad!!!

and yea... that was my weekend. =] the pics will probabli be up when i get some =P!

birthday time =D

2006-09-22T14:46:00.000+10:00

welll.... nothing much today. just wanted to post a little birthday note!

HapPi smAcKing 17th BirthDaY tiMmI!

Have a wonderful day!

enjoy today like no other

even though you said it's just a 'normal'day, during the next few days then!

Smile your ASSSsssS away =P!

timmi is my accounting pal... and my bitchin pal too =P
we have fun talking about 'stuff' and have a good laugh at silly things!

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

also.... there's one more birthday i have to post for a friend... she's like totally OBESSED with him.=]

Happy bithday Harry Kewell!

Nishi loves you to bits!

20th SEPTEMBER = BIG DAY!

2006-09-20T18:36:00.000+10:00

well... today is obvisously my gorgus girl's birthday... NISHU!!! and she has finally turned 16=P!well... we've planned like 3 weeks ahead that we (sniff= hanif, arjit and moi) would take her to any place she wanted to go. but unfortunatly arjit wasn't allow to come, coz he wasn't allow to come. and yea... nishu's desired place was to go to the fiztroy gardens in the city. now... i rekon, and nish rekons that if i didnt come, hanif and her would have got lost!=P well... we arrived at glenny station at 11. and we like missed the train like twice in a row 1) hanif was on the phone and didnt want to get his ticket quick enough. 2) i went to buy nishu a cake and lollipop and then hanif wanted to get nishu a cup cake... WHICH she didnt quite ate and kinda chuckd it in the bin!!! and hanif wasnt too happy=P. so yea... we finally got on the train.=]

hanif eating the cake i bought nishu!

nishu sucking on the lollipop that i also bought her =D

then we finally arrive at flinders station, which may i tell seem like a very very long ride! but yea... got to flinders station and nishu got busted for not having a concession card!=P and the officer dude... let her off today coz it was her birthday!see... you never seem to get busted any other day... but on her birthday! how start nishu=P! and yea... we then took the 48 tram to fiztroy gardens. and yea... figured we kinda were on the wrong garden, and then found it!it was a 'nice park'quoted by hanif=P! but yea... nishu was excited to see this tree, that practicually wasn't growing any more. but all gud=] i found it first thou =P. afta finding it, we were all very very hungry=] so we took the tram back, and went to melbourne central. and i showed sniffi the crepes shop were i got my delicious crepe? remember?=P! sooo yummi! and yea... we got our food and quickly rushed back to the station and ate all the way back to glenny.

me and nishu at her fairy tree in fiztroy garden.

me rolling down the hill=D

at glenny food court, we met up with arjit... and i saw his hair..heheheh funniness=P and also, soumya's boyfriend, which i technically dont know how to spell... SORRY! and my bro. i had to quickly get home, so i brought nish to a hairdressers coz she was suppose to get her hair done. and got it done at edge. and i havent seen it, bt she loves it, so thnk god!=P=D

anywayz... a very very very very BIG BIG BIG BIG shout out....

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY

MY DEAREST NISHU!!!

hope you had a wonderful time with us!

and may all your dreams come true.

every single one of them!

love you always!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGAD!CASSIE! & SAM!

theres just too many birthdays on this very day!

3rd day of the holidays.

2006-09-19T17:27:00.000+10:00

today was alright i suppose. preetumz came over to finish the video we were making for a certain someone * cough cough* and yea... she popped over, and we kinda got dressed up before we actually started filming.. bt yea... we popped down to wheelers hill secondary, and started filming there. we had like a couple of blobbers. preet mainly!!!

preetumz and moi!

i think i stuffed up once.... yepz just once =P! we walked to wheelers hill shopping centre and bought chips and went to the lake thingy in front of the library, where nishu was suppose to meet us. as we waited there, there were tooo freaken annoying ducks, they came out of the pond and waddled all the way up to the hill just to get some chippys! i tried shooing them away and they wont leave. so preet did it =] she fully chase them to the pond!!! it was sooo hilarious! it wasnt once... bt twice! and the second time radika saw her =P! soooo funny! radika tld us bout this house, it's lik literally a mansion and it's for sale at the moment, and its 2.5 ACERS full of land, and it's soooo pretty but... there's also a story behind the house. the guy... buried his wife in the backyard!!! n it's pretty and all, bt it kinda creeps you out!

and then we walked back home. preet and nishu went their way... while i go my way home. but yea... a nice relaxing day=] with my besties =P!

last day of term 3!!!

2006-09-17T19:16:00.000+10:00

okz okz!! last day of term 3 had finally came =D! well... during the week nothing much happen, coz i was practically sick all week, and still am! but yea... nothing much happened on the last day except for yummi delicious crepes!!! i had two even though i was sick=P i am not going to miss out on some just coz i'm sick doesnt work that way for me =P! but yea... afta skool, hanged with my dearest pal, pineapple head! did some shopping and walked around and again bumped into natty and danny. and sat somewhere and started talking. about the most randomness things. all good. no skool for another two weeeekkkksssss.

Me, Preet and Timmi!

well... saturday i bummed at home. did some artwork, which was really good. and yea... today was gooood =P coz we went to eastland, in ringwood. and it was good =P mum deliberly wanted to try out the yum cha there, wasn't that good. and yea... we went shopping afterwards! i finally got my pale green jeans!! from dotti, i wanted the pink and yellow jeans too. and the shorts but i wasnt allow. and mum bought a top, bought a top for my bro. and we went to harvey normans and i bought a curler, which is totally madness =P coz i've always wanted a curler and i finally got one !=P

big dayyy...!!!

2006-09-08T18:35:00.000+10:00

okz! today was goood! it wasnt raining nor was it really sunny. just cold and the sun was out =] had a free in the morning like usual, um... nam went to play bball, so david came with me to get my print out the pics for my hair do, which i was going to get. and yea... went to find pineapplehead, as the guyz played bball, i did my maths hw.=] david was really really shit =P

um... had further, studio was really shit, coz the teacher was really angry with half the class coz they didn't hand in their outcome in time. kinda funny too. well... i thought it was funny. dis outcome was lik REALLY BIG, like huge and its a semester mark. and i had like 4 pages with size 10 font soo thats big for me. dis person i cant stand in my class, handed in like ONE PAGE! and what's even worst... it was the WRONG OUTCOME!!!! come on how stooopid is that! well as we were suppose to analyse a pic in the books we were looking through, i was watchin high school musical in the next from my seat =P! french went by really quick n yea... we like did some comprehension test thingy. and yea... schools out!! =P

nishu came down againz. n we hung out. we like spent a hour at the food court. nishu couldnt chew on stuff, so she had soup. =[ aussie pumkin soup... ewwww...sorri nishu! and me and preetumz had pizza... i'm pretty sure nishu was tempted to have some. and yea... we poped our way down to david jones. and smelt the purfumes there. and kinda mucked around with the eye shadows there. i got red, orange, pink, blue and black on my finger tips. and yea.. we like wiped it on each other's face. and yea.... i gt two red lines on preet's face =P she looked like a american indian.!! just need the feathers and run around like a dickhead. LOL! and yea... well in the end me and nishu were done up. we were fully covered in the colour eyeshadow! arghh!!! tried on a dress from portmans. i tired on the red dress, but it was too big. and nishu tired on the black and white, and the green. while preet tired on the green and the white dress. we went to go get my hair done. and figured that i was $20 short!!!ARGH!!!=[ so i went around finding a hair dresser who would do it cheaper! and yea... ended up with no hair do. coz all the hair dressers are like its $160 above. and it takes a VERY VERY LONG TIME =[ 4 hours at artec forum. so me and preet decided that we would get our hair done near the formal, and yea... it'd be much better for us. so we just wondered around until preet left.

then me and nishu went back to the glen and tired to find shoes for her dress. and found them in portmans. sooo cute =P then went to target and found some stuff, bought a bit of nishu's birthday prezzie. and a jesse mccartney's new single, 'Right Where You Want Me'. and yea... went to diva to check out some jewellery she could wear too. and then went home.

good time to hang out with my besties!

love you guyz heapz!

this weekk!

2006-09-06T20:22:00.000+10:00

well... after hitting the 1st couple of days in september. the weather was pretty good, except when the weekend came... it just poor down. and i hate it =[ stoopid rain!!! let the sun take over!
but yea... on friday night i thought Saturday would be a shit ass day. but when the sun kinda popped up, it was kinda getting good as the day went by. my bro got sick... which meant i didn't need to go to school =P usually if im sick my bro would have to go... bt i was lucky enough to stay home though. i think my dad knows i hate chinese school.... i swear chinese is a bullshit language!!! god damn characters and strokes.. arghhhh!!! but yea... it was 1ish... n i got a msg sayin i dont have tutoring and i was soooo glad!!! thought i'd go for a walk with nishu... but she was busy... so went over to preet's house. lol. as i step into the house she was lik 'cat dont look at me' n im lik wtf... and then i realised she was wearing a face mask. and yea... she looked hilarious! like her face was mummified expect for the mouth, eyes and nose. waited for a couple of minutes and her daddy took us to one of her aunty's place so she could get her eyebrows done.

preetumz... getting her eyes thread! ouchi!!!

and preso... their done. we went back to her house, and we looked for an outfit that she could wear to kushi's 16th birthday party. and yea... her wardrobe was a freaken mess! all her clothes was on the floor, and her wardrobes a walk-in wardrobe! and yea... while she was doing something i clean her wardrobe and i saw the ground!!! i swear u rarely see the ground!! =] and yea... went home when she went over to nina's place. AND did you know, nina lives next door to alyssa's place? i didn't.

well... sunday....

happy sixteenth birthday kushi boy!!!

enjoy it man!

well... the week so far has been gay and gloomy. today i only had four periods: legal, accounting, and double studio. lol. in studio me and lozza needed some materials, and we requested if we could go purchase some items from the glen. and yea... teacher's like go ask the co-ordz. so we did. and they let us! =D how cool's that! so we ran to the glen and ran to art riot and then ran back to glenny! within 20 mins. lol. some teachers saw us and they were lik wat on earth, like mrs greenburg. i love her =P!

lauren with feather's in her hair =P

and ya... at lunch we went to the movies, but before we left, nishu was here, so i ran to the lockers, and i was lik OMGOSH!!! she got braces. =[ and yea... she had my very belated birthday prezzie =P. which was... a red mask! a musical box, and a locket =P LOVE YOU HEAPS MY SOCCER OBESSIVE GIRL!!!! and ran back and left to the movies. me and david went to gloria jeans, kinda sneaked =P and yea... we went to watch 'Thank you for smoking' for our english informative SAC. the movie was gay and boring. near to the end, me and david kneale started to throw pop corn at each other. lol. i'd throw some at him, and then it'd hit his glasses, and it'll bound back at me... and then at the end... he tips the whole box on me... gayness..!

but yea... overall not so bad. but i dnt think i can do a SAC on this movie.

a normal friday!

2006-09-01T18:51:00.000+10:00

well... todays friday... and god damn its a bloody fine day! a perdect spring day! it was sunny all day, you could smell the blooming flowers, soooo wonderful, expect from the windy winds. bt yea... started the day off with a sunny day, with a free, and sat on the steps and did nothing but relax with a couple of my friends... unfortunately none were girls... [nam, willie, timmi, david, alex, ben and shiwen] but farina came along later. soaked in the sunshine, then had further... was a bludge did shit all againz. studio, theory... watched the same dvd for the 5th time i think... she needs a new dvd. had double french with out the teacher... except had a sub who spoke french... overall all gud!

today was rather quiet and steady, nothing much happened.

big big shout out to.....

haPpi 17th biRthdaY jenNi

hope your little/ B I G wishes do come true.

let your 17th be the best day of your life!

nishi came downnnn =D!!!

2006-08-30T19:47:00.000+10:00

today was alright i suppose. i had legal, then accounting and then double art. in studio today... i kinda didnt know what i was doing at the start. i decided to use the big sketch of belle, that Kelly was drawing in mgf. i photo copied it and den i traced it and then i cut it out and den i stuck silver stuff on it and now it looks like a reflection thingy. kinda neat. and yea... i spent recess and lunch with bhabz. which was gud =] coz i havent in a while. i dont know why... but like everyone i talk to how seems pretty the same thing. the group, couples, relationship, friends, and etc... seems like nufin it new. oh wellz... english after lunch... and it was the first time i didnt fall asleep!! thats a record i think... well... funni moment was when... saw a boy and a girl walking. and then boy's friend zoomin by and not sayin hi. and now you know where were coming from now=P . then me, boy's friend n my friend were teasing, and then i pushd the boy ** tryin to get to bump into girl, but i couldnt...** and yea... further was alrite.. i spoke to sakshi. and that was koolies. i havent probabli had a proper talk to her since yr 9 in frnch. oh wellz. and yea... had a break and had french afterwards. the first 35 mins didnt feel long, but the extra 15mins was longgggg!! aaron, justin and kappi were doing their usual... making a comment on whateva 'someone' would do. kinda mean but funni, kept me and alyssa laughing =P!

um... afta skool, i was suppose to talk david, but instead he had to go home... lucky enough, nishu was down, so we spent time today. and yea... we went to portmans, to see the dress, i wanted to get, but i thought nish can get it since its GREEN... and she likes green, bt i dnt like green, but i like the dress. and thank god i didnt buy the dress coz its $140. my mummi woud hav killd me =]. so yea.. im fine. lol. we snackd and we talkd and then we went home.

atm... i am struggling to do this stoooopid legal assignment that the stoooooopid teacher gave, which was YESTERDAY!!! which is stooooopid!!!! and yea... mr hoskin is meh....

mec lynn - from yesterday accounting class.

relationships = disasters

2006-08-29T22:27:00.002+10:00

well, to me... i think relationships are a big hassle. like wouldnt life be much easier to have no relationships at all? but then again... if you don't want to be lonely for the rest of your life. you want someone beside you to care, love, and support you until the very last day. most people think girls have it the hard way, but i rekon guyz are just the same as chicks. they have feelings, they have a heart, they love someone. it still hurts the same way. but like.... i dont know... if we have relationships why cant they be much easier? why do they have to hurt soo much? at the moment, half of my girlfriends are going through some serious, but not so serious relationship dramas, including myslef. but the one that's on my mind... is rather bothering me. like my girlfriend likes this guy... yet its always stuffd up. but like he's over her... well... slowly over her... coz i think he's come to his senses that this relationship is rather over. no final straw left. and im pretty glad he's over her. he needs to move on. but she cant let go. she's disagreeing to the things that will happen. never seein him again, never talking to him, even his new girl. but i just dont see what the point of saying that, coz later on shes gonna do it. but in the end i rekon he should of openly told her. cheer up hunz. i'll get better soon enough. =]

anywayz... school was alright today. nufin much happened. mgf was meh... so was eng. and we had legal.. and preet came to school finally, which was kinda a waste she had like 2 periods left of school. and yea... had studio and that was kinda meh... discuss somethign with lauren. and yea... accounting, it was rather quiet i think. i had preet's situation in my mind... and it kinda disturbed me a bit. took a few pics.

david playing with his phone... and there should be mec-lynn... expect it wnt load!!!

police adcamey

2006-08-28T20:06:00.000+10:00

okz... stuff the dayz...

well... the past week... i think i`ve had a rather shit week.=]

except for some funny moments with alysssaaa!!=P oh funniness =P and yea...

today... our legal class went to an excursion with the yr12 legal class. everyone thought it would be fun... bt it was NOOOOooooOO way fun! it only like took 5-10 mins to get there. and yea... we went through the front entrence, and did you know the police adcamey was a CHAPEL o.O? well... i didnt know that until the constable told us... and we went inside and it was soooooo pretty! lik it was lik omgosh prettyy. it was really big and i loved the stained glass! bt like yea... weddings, funerals, and religious meetings would be held here. i was pretty amazed. that they actually keep a chapel here. yea... we watch how policemen and woman would march... like they would go in circles until they ace it. and yea... they explained how we could become a police person. and you have to go through soooo much stuff... tafe exam, physical exam, swimming exam, 2hr interview, and a hell lot more! we saw the track and field, and it wasn`t a big whoop to me, coz i see it everyday. then saw the swimming pool and gym, and they have a basketball court. AND did you know they have a police and fire bridge games!? well... i knew that, coz i saw it on t.v, i think it was in hong kong last yr. but yea... i thought you might wanted to know if you didnt know. um... then we went to the CSO village << Crime Scene Officers, also known as C.S.I.>> bt yea... that was exciting. the constable, tld us all to look at a cell while she and mr hoskin was talking... and then... as me and bhabz came out. he broke a bottle, well... it was a bottle of red wine. and i didnt think he would have brought that. bt yea... we went to the vilage, and yea... we saw how one of the officers that a finger print of a surface, quite kool, coz ive never seen it in real life. only on tv. and yea... gotta roam the streets of the village, another officer showed us a shoe imprint on floor. they look for the tiniest things... like seriously i woudn't be able to spot that, unless i wanted to. and yea... it was disappointing that we didnt go to the shot outs. everyone wanted to go there... nt see the adcamey inside and out. SHOT OUT!!!! waste of time.

got back to school and felt sooooo sleepy -.- and yea... tiring. and that's about it for the rest of the week and today. well... jenni's birthday is comin up on friday =]

day thirty one

2006-08-17T22:02:00.000+10:00

well... something has been bothering me lately. well.. its been going on for like the past two years, okz... maybe a year. i have a best friend that i totally adore and love her alot, even though we mostly had/have fights i still love her. but biggest thing that annoys me, is that even though she's recognised as my 'best friend' she lies to me. what i dont get is that, there's practicully nothing to hide, yet she does. most of the time, we blurt out everything about us, yet there's this one thing she decides to not tell me. and yet again in the same situation from the last major fight, it happened like this. i get told by someone i dont even talk to. and then the whole thing come to sense to me. why all those 'suppose questions' were asked, definately link to the stuff that hasn't been trufully told to me. and most importantly, if your guilty of what your doing, dont ever look back at the person your guilty at. they always seem to know exactly what your doing. and i suppose there are some things that should and and should not be seen or heard.

i just wonder.... do i really deserve this friend of mine? or should i just totally accept the fact that when she's ready she'll come and tell me. i'm just afraid that she's already lost me. coz there's definately a high chance i will not be supporting her back anymore. coz she totally knows what she's doing. and i thought. girlfriends come before boyfriends. well.. it seems it doesnt work that way huh?!

day twenty-seven

2006-08-13T20:09:00.000+10:00

okz, i think i've made up my mind, i'm gonna update once a week. unless i dnt have homework.

well... this week was packed i had homework everyday it was exhausting. and yea... nothing happened. oh yea... it was maxwell's 17th birthday, i was like a day late and i had no clue it was his birthday. and he's like where's my cake? and i'm like i dnt no... max: well... you got jack a cake, how come i didn't get one? me: well.. you didn't ask for one, and he did.lol. and he lookd kinda meh after that, so i bought him a mud cake on friday, and this is in the bloody morning!!! when i thought the shop wasn't even open! well... yesterday was warren wong's birthday tooo. so happy bithday guyz!

today was fun! it was R . M . I . T. open day in the city. and me, preet, NIINNAAA [preet's friend], natty and jenni went. went over to preet's place early agains, and kinda got ready there agains. lol. me and preet swap outfits. she wore my stuff.. i wore her stuff. lol fair enough. =P gt at glenny early and waited for jen n nat to finish chinese school. and yea... we had extra 20 mins and so we went to get something to eat and stuff... and we were in the other end of the shoppin centre, and i realised that my time was 4 mins slower then the school bell and the train was bout to leave, so we ran thru. and it was lik omgosh... coz you dont run in a shoppin centre! and yea... we arrived at flinders street station and figured we didnt pass melbourne central, and so we took another train to melb central. got there and i had to lead the way coz no one knew how to get there. and yea... we kinda got lost coz the uni was rather tooo big. me and nat wanted to look at fashion, and designing, and soo we were kinda lost, and then ended 10 level up a building. and serious the stuff that is designed there are rather quite weridness... but overall the central part of the uni was quite werid. preet wanted to go to rmit business which was situated at bruke street, so nat and jenni went home while we tried to get there. and yea... we were ab0ut to cross the road to the building, and preet saw david kneale and his friend there, and she was lik 'DAVID, DAVID, DAVID' * also picture her galloping to him - really funni.LOL* and yea.. he saw us. and then went in and went 7 levels up, to find preet's 'brother' raggie. and yea... they talkd for awhile and yea... she gt $50 from him. and then we went to eat, at melbourne central. nina and preet got a wrap and nina had tandoori chicken, and it lik had ALOT and i mean ALOT of salad. it looked like lauren's rabbit food =P! and lik she was taking it all out, and she made lik layers and layers of salad on the table it was hilarious! and yea... nina got her ballon she wanted to from a stranger that wasnt from rmit, then it was time to go shopping =D!!! our main purpose was to go look for dresses, but there wasnt any dresses preet liked, but i bought my country road bag =D. which is kool, Thank you david and nam!!! (coz they paid 2/3 of it) and yea... we went and bought crepes at this japanese shop thingy - jenni said her cousin worked there, and nina didn't get one coz she didnt have enough money. but i got a nutella one, which of course had nutella, whipped cream, and ice-cream!!! and preet had a nutella one with almond flakes. and my looked better then hers =P! we then decided it was time to go home, and yea.. we had to take a train bak to flinders street to go on the glen waverley line, and there was a group of curry guyz on the other platform, and nina was talking with them. and i didnt get wat she was sayin coz it was in hindi or punjabi. and yea... it was lik funni, and preet like ran and hide from them. in the end, we arrived home. and saw aaron, and warren, and then tatjana, and paulini. as we were about to leave nina's balllon went flyin in the air... and she was lik ARGH!!!!!she wasnt happy ...=[ but we had a fun day. i got my bag. preet got something i forgot. and nina got guyz being nice to her.

day twenty-one

2006-08-07T18:37:00.000+10:00

Well… it`s the start of the week. So i`ll just recap the weekend

Nothing happened on saturday, didn`t have skool and just had tutoring – and talked about VCE enter scores and stuff like that.

Yesterday was Sunday… and it was my dearest friend`s birthday.

* x . h a p P y s w e E t 1 6 t h . x *
Bi rT Hd ay
May all your little dreams or wishes come true. =]

and keep on smiling izzi poo! =P

Anywayz.. yesterday was monash university open day. And I went with preetumz and vizzi. Well.. I got to preet`s place at 11:30 and we just bummed at her place until vizzi came. When we got there everyone was holding blue ballons and blue bagz and I wanted one, so I bugged vizzi and preet to find me one! But yea… we went to business, then law, then art, then science. And we did a freaken big circle to find the psychology stand which was basically next to the law building. And yea.. then we met up with yadhu, and then arjit, hanif and some of their friends. We bummed for another 1 and half hours at the general information place, while vizzi and hanif talked, and yea.. we left at 4:30. so basically spent the whole day there. And I found out that the arts courses aren`t in clayton campus but the caulfied campus.

Well…. Today I gave Lauren`s very belated birthday prezzie.. which was the deb photo album and she loved it =P which is good, but I soooo badly want it!! and I gave izzi her birthday prezzie too which was a purple heart necklace. And yea… I was just giving out birthday prezzies. In accounting mec-lynn and timmi were arguing how big the tim’s; winnie’s; david’s; and meayean’s [I think] birthday cake. Which I thought was werid coz mec-lynn was making it just for tmmy as a birthday prezzie. And yea… that was my day.

day eighteen

2006-08-04T19:14:00.000+10:00

YESSSSS!!!! fridays here againz! thnk freaken god! well... during from tuesday till now... pretty much nothing has happened! except.. hmm... wed had a little bitchy thing with a chick - who isn't quite a friend, she just tags on with another friend. i would have punch and hit her if my friend wasn't there! and thursday was quite freaken boring, i slept thru first period in english and i was sitting at the front yet the teacher didnt catch me!=P and after school, bhabz, preet and me tried on formal dresses from unik in the glen. and i liked the blue dress - but i wouldn't wear until graduation.

today was really quiet. had a free in the morning, and sat in senior centre doing studio art folio - which i'm quite stuffed coz i've done only one piece of work, and it's been 6 weeks and i havent finished it, which i should coz i have to do a minimum of 2 major pieces and i havent finishd one yet!!! and we had theory today tooo... on 'conceptual art' don't get the point on learning the art movements.... had double french today and again had a writing task, using the imparait tense...stooopid french tense. what's the difference between passe composee and imparative! the bloody teacher doesnt know! she said it was up to us to use either one... wats that seriously?!?

well... after school me and namy went to the glen, and we went to art roit first coz i need to get some stuff for laurens belated prezzie, then went to the chocolate shop againz =P coz i need to do an assignment there and didnt think it was worth it so changed the shop, and yea... and while i was eating my delicious browine in front of nam =P saranch and david came by and they reminded me about isabel's birthday, and david ate the chocolate sauce. after that i went and bought isabel's prezzie. i got her a purple heart necklace - i wanted it... stoopid store didnt have 2, or aqua! and then we met up with danny, natty, shirlie and wille at the food court and we bumed there for quite a while, and then natty and shirlie came with me to print off a photo for lauren's prezzie againz... and bumed there for another 20mins until it came out and went back to skool. in total i think ive spent $60 at the glen today. shocking i say =P! and then yea... went home. =]

me and natalious unprepare for a photo that shirliefish had taken

me and natty now prepared =P

shirliefish!

day fifthteen

2006-08-01T17:40:00.000+10:00

well... today wasn't that exciting, except from the fact it was sniffy-hanif 's birthday. and yea... soumya, vizzi, and alot of other people were giving him a little treat =P like we always do to everyone. had a free in the morning, and just worked on my studio art stuff. further came, and that was shit boring, english was alright we [shirlie, ann, preet and me] were in sci/tech and were talking about our future job, preet wants to be psycology, or a lawyer, shirlie wants accountant, and now i've changed my mind agains, i want to do hotel mangement =]! the stuff i wanna do are, hotel mangement, tourism, designing - wedding dresses, wedding planning, photography, business and i think thats bout it. lunch came along and yea... we were teasing everyone =P bhabz and *cough cough* and yea... lol bhabz and someone =P! hahahahha. legal was alright, we watched a crimial court case, and bhabz was dissing me... and studio was interesting =P i learnt something new. not from the teacher but from my lovely lauren. she was my teacher today. we found some foil thingy, there was silver and hot pink, and yea i thought you just stuck it against paper, but laurens like nah... hav something sticky and it takes off the metalic... and i watched, and im lik wow..0.O coool so we did everywhere. that was fun!=] accounting was alright once againz..........

anywayz...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

SNIFF-A-LUMPZ!

KEEP SMILING =D!

HAVE AN AWSUME YEAR!!

day fourthteen

2006-07-29T20:48:00.000+10:00

today was fun!!! after chinese school, i went over to nishu's place to bake cookies! she was baking ginger bread cookies, out of this kid's witch cook book thing, which i found hilarious! and i was baking chocolate chip cake cookies, which i found on the net, and i made it for nam's birthday last year, and they were yummi =P! and yea... when i got to her place we praticully started cooking. i was kinda slow coz we didnt have enough ingredients so i had to half the amount that i was making, which took awhile coz you had to use your brains, and yea.. saturdays arent a day for me to use them.=].

that's nishu's making her cookies. and that's my mess, which i made... i'll clean it upz....*rolling eyes*

well... i had alot more work to do until mine were in the oven, i had to mix in the eggz, the flour, coco, and chocolate bits yummi!=P and yea... finally they were done and we like baked them, while i was trying to clean my fingers from the dough, and nishu was washing upz =$... i did do some washing upz. okz.. i helpd put the dirty bowls, spoons and stuff in the sink and sit infront of oven while it cookd=]! lol hahahaha.

our dishes. hehehehe.=P me and nishu cookin....

anywayz... out come the cookies, and time for decorations =P. nish made the icing, and i learnt how to make the icing which is cool coz i never know how, and then we applied it onto her so call 'gingerbread man' cookies =P * her cookies were hard... and yea... they taste good... yep... tasted good. there was orange, pink, and white icing =P and it was kool to put on! my cookies had finally finishd baking, and we used the decorative icing pens to draw faces on them=P and it was neat! hahahaha. and yea.. here our end result!=P we had fun!

nishu decorating her cookies. our final products

day thirteen

2006-07-28T17:56:00.000+10:00

well... the past few days was boring so i couldn`t be stuffed blogging stuff. anyways today was friday, and like usual have half day =]. i got had a free first period and studyin for mgf test, that was next period. and the test was really easy. it was like one page double sided. suprising huh?! and yea... had theory for studio that was boring!!! after recess was french, and HELL THAT WAS BORING o.o! she said she would correct our work in 15 minutes but noooo.... took the WHOLE PERIOD! eshali and like the others were literally fulling asleep. and yea french went by really quick in the second period. after skoooool!!!! i went with preet and her mummi to chaddy. and we thought it would be fun, but it was really boring too o.o! her mummi had a lot of shit to return, three bagz full of stuff! spent an hour in myer looking for shoes.... then me and preet got tired and hungry and went to the foodcourt. and found a sit and just sat there, eating and waited for preet. this old lady... one of those trashy people in chadstone shopping centre o.O. werid huh? she was like sitting right freaken opposite to me, and i was like eating. she was lik old, wrinkly, and had a BEARD!! soooo disgusting, preet came and thnk god she was sitting infront of me.. coz i literally felt sick. the old lady was like eating egg and rice and it was like really gross. and she like was rubbing her hair with the rice and stuff.. it was like sooooooo disgusting that we left. couldnt stand it!!! preet went to dounut king. and then to went to car and waited for her mum to come back. and went back to school, coz she need to pick up her bros, and i had to go find my daddi. i saw swetha today too!!=P it was an alright time.

day nine

2006-07-24T16:50:00.000+10:00

back to school againz. this monday was different. first period i had my english sac... and that was freaken gay coz it was FIRST PERIOD OF THE DAY!!! second period we were at the hall coz we had an excursion to..... the dangdenong magistrate courts. we got there and we were allow to go into any court case and sit there a watch it. we went to the first court, and it was plain boring, we sat there for 3mins and then me and bhabz got bored so we left. we walked around the place and yea... we went up stairs to the drug and children's court upstairs. and it just smelt really bad up there just full of cigarets. and yea... we saw a yr 12 chick there from our school, and me and bhabz were just waiting for her case to open, and later i went to get preet, and max and thanh popd up, so i made max come with me to go get her, but like max had just left the court room, so we decided to just look for another court case. and as we walked by this asian, im like that looks lik jack's head, and hes like i kno yea!.lol lik the dude soooo looked like him it wasnt funni, he was bout the same height too. but it wasn't jacki thou. so we went back and just sat there with thanh and bhabz and waited, but the case still hadn't open so we went downstairs and saw the case where supposely the husband had severly assualted his wife. and like it was interesting and shocking how the husband could do such a thing. later on i thought she would be busted, especially when her husband's lawyer read out some of her txt messages sent to him. she kinda got wreckd a couple of times. and yea.. she sat down n yea... later on wen she went n talkd her lawyer dude.. she kinda flashd it was lik omgosh... = girl pull up your pants, and it worst coz she was wearing a g-string. and that was disgusting. later they had a break while they wait for the doctor to come. so me and bhabz decided that we would go to my aunty's shop and get something to eat. lol. we were paniking though coz we were scared we would get caught. and yea ran there and ran out =P! and yea... it was time to go back to school, lol in the end, me and bhabz did not watch any full cases=D how good are we=P!

after lunch we had accounting and i made david sit with me, and yea we talkd bout some random stuff. and like i showed timmy my ring coz he liked it.
david: who gave you the ring?
me: like someone...
david: lik who?
me: you don't need to know. and then he thought i bought the ring,
me: timmi did i buy the ring?
timmi: um.... wat do i say?
me: timm= i didnt buy it
timmi: oh yea... she didnt buy it and it was funni coz i didnt want david to know it was the girls who bought it, so timmi was making up some random crap on the spot and it was sooooo funni=P! after that had an accounting test, and yea french, and relaxing and soon should be starting on homework.

oh... i forgot...my bad...=$...

A BIG BIG SHOUT OUT TO ALYSSA!!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!

i hope you had a awsome night!

and may all your beautiful wishes come true!

AND... TO HARVEE 18th/19th BIRTHDAY TOO!!

i didn`t forget =D

day eight

2006-07-23T18:50:00.000+10:00

okz... today is sunday! and i did homework when i got up till 2ish. and went over to my aunty's place, coz she just came back from vietnam. and i was getting my dress =D. before she left i made her get my formal dress made over there againz =P. i sketched out everything for her, and picked the colour - aqua blue silk underneath and chiffon blue ontop and the fabrics. and yea.. today i picked it up, and i tried it on! and it's exactly how i wanted =P i'm soooooooo happy! hahahaha. it's my second time i've got my dress made for me =$ i`m kinda lucky huh?=P. the other time i got a dress made in vietnam was my deb dress which i absolutey LOVE it!! i got lik other stuffs too, lik a wallet, clothes, and other stuff. my bro, mike got only shoes =P, so i got more then him. hehehehe. and omgosh... we went to drop off my other aunty [daniel's mummi] to her place, and when we were parking, i saw allan's girl-friend, and i'm like omgosh!! i'm coming in =P. and yea.. i saw her=] she's very pretty but i just don't get how she can put up with my cousin. and yea... that's about it i think. at the moment i am studyin for accounting and english.=] i'll put the pic next time wen i have a camera.

day seven

2006-07-21T16:18:00.000+10:00

at last!! friday has finally came. well.. had a free in the morning, and nam, kelly and this other guy who i can't remember his name =S but yea we went and got hot chocolate. and that was good, but it seems that the creamy hot coco from gloria jeans in the glen don't seem to be 'hot'. and yea.. went back to school, and had mgf i sat there and did shit all, studio we had theory and watched the new season of art21 - saw some interesting work. then double french, and that was boring. the day went by really fast though. well.. after skool me and preetumz went out to have lunch together, she wanted chinese food so we went down to Bob's Kitchen, coz she choose it. and yea.. i ordered dumplings coz their nice there, and she order curry chicken with rice. lol like seriously if you go to a chinese restaurant you don't order curry... its like going to a italian restaurant and ordering springrolls. lol its sooo not on.=P and in the end she didnt like and didn't eat half of it. we then walked over to the chocolate shop - max something-o-rather, and lauren, niorsha and anusha were there. lauren, preet, and me went and ordered: lauren got a chocolate soufe, preet got a brownie, and i gt a toffee chocishake. i come back and i see a box on a plate and it had a pink ring!!!!=D and it was my birthday prezzie that they were kinda owing me =P and i was sooooooo happy. heheheh. and im wearing it atm=D.

** it's a cubic zirconia, 2 white ones on the side and a pink one in the middle =D **
THANK YOU LAUREN, PREET & BHABITHA!
I LOVE YOU GUYZ SOOOO MUCH!!!!

day six

2006-07-20T21:10:00.000+10:00

well, well, well... almost the end of the week. today was a load of crap. nishu came down in the morning, to pick up her homework and to say hello to us all =P, which was good.lol she got scared of every teacher that walked by, because she got told off by the principle last time. so when a teacher came down, we're like HUGGGY NISHU!!!!squashed her in the middle hahaha. i think that was the high light of the day today. i had a free today since the teacher didnt come. i could've hangd out with nishu... accounting was a bit boring. and double english, watched the end of the Macbeth movie - quite disturbing... alot of blood! well.. lunch came and i was stuck doing homework, and i had this random guy calling me up, and it was starting to piss me off.. so i pickd up and left it on=] so guyz if you wanna piss me off dont call me during class or i will waste your money=] quite simple. hmmz... what else happened? oh... just had french and legal and that was really boring. and mr hoskin got excited bout the recycle water thingy dat was going into the hole thingy in our school, and started taking picutes with asad's phone... he just took it and shooting it..o.O oo dearest..=he's a weird ass teacher- i hate him. but yes...

* * *

you know when you've just had a fight with someone and your all cool, and you talk about it and discuss it and find it funni and stuff... but then later on they do it again without realising it, and you feel like going up to them and just start yelling at them againz, but you don't want to because you don't want to stuff things up againz as before. but you just cant help not telling them, coz you want them to know how you feel and to tell them to stop it. i think it's happen to me quite a few times, and it's annoying me to point that i would yell at them and they'd be like wtf? what are you on bout? and i'll accidently say too much. but i suppose it good so far i haven't and i hope i don't coz their my close friends. and i love them heaps just things do piss you off too much sometimes and it get out of control.

day five

2006-07-18T17:04:00.000+10:00

hmmz... has anyone ever had the feeling that they have to lie to their friends just to keep their friends happy? or just to keep a smile to their face ? i know i have too... and i know it`s bad, but you just want them to be happy and not worry about you or the thing your keeping away from them huh? it's not easy to tell them straight out or write it down, it's best if it's never known. but i suppose their some secrets you keep to yourself without no one knowing. better to see people smiling then see them with a sad face on.=]

well... today was much better! mgf = test and that was soooo easy =D! english was boring like usual... lunch was interesting. we went to me n preet`s 'hiding spot'. varsha and bhabitha was with us this time. todays topic was: arrange marriages, boys, and boyfriends. lol. typical topics =P. well... normal curries, would have arrange marriages like some of my friends parents, but like seriously, why on earth would you create arrange marriages anyway? half the people involved in them don`t even really 'love' each other, but eventually do after like their kids are grown up. isn`t the whole point of being married, is that you love each so much, you would spend your whole lifetime with them? arrange marriages are useless!

** left- right: bhabitha and varsvarsha without the hand this time; and preetumz ... shhh... noone tell her i took that pic!**

studio was funni today! naomi [teacher] was helping me with artists i could research on, and like richie [teacher as well] was next to her too, and she had just returned from a phone call. and she was telling richie what the conversation was about and i was listening to it. she`s like isabel had this stick thing and Mr Dunwoddy *cnt spell his name* was telling her off and said it was sharp enough for a guy in the bus station to stab someone and like yea he`s sent her back. and i was listening and i was pissing myself because she got in trouble for it, and naomi was laughing to cause she didn`t have any idea at all what it was. afta awhile izzi returned and she was lik crying... and i couldn`t help laughing and yea! i thought it was funni=P oh!! and my mask has hardened finally! lauren was wearing it but it looks kinda scary it needs some colour.

** there's my wonderful lauren**

day four

2006-07-17T16:41:00.000+10:00

well.. today was boring againz. studio was alright - stooopid teacher couldn`t be stuffed doing theory today, and i didn't bring any practical work because i thought we had theory!!! and izzi... she was letting me listen to her ipod. but it wasn't playing any songs but conversation from a movie...o.O? lol seriously who would do that=P? zooming by... lauren, varsha, preet and i were hanging out together for the first time, and it was gud... talked bout some werid ass random things. then accounting popped up and it always seem to be funni =P, double today. played some kind of games and had smarties and m&ms. lol everyone was kinda fighting for it. it was kinda disgusting since like other people were like touching all of them and then someone else would eat it. yukkii. like seriously you never know what they've been up to with their hands.. overall it was funni. kinda wanna hit david... he`s annoying me too much againz. jason was like usual doddling things all over my page. and me n timmi laughing our heads off at random things = P! i think people went on a bit of a high after the chocos or lik me and timmi, felt sick and jus continued eating them. lol. that`s about it=]

** timmi took that with my phone. and there's jason
& in the background you can see... david`s...BIG LONG SPIKY HAIR **

nearly forgot...

happy 17th birthday kenni!!! hope you have a wonderful day, and may all your wishes come true =]

day one

2006-07-14T19:38:00.000+10:00

today... had a free in the morning. and i would have been nice and warm in the senior centre. but nooooOOo.. i was outside freezing! why? because pineapplehead wanted to play basketball with the guyz! and i was either to choose sittin by myself like a loser in senior centre or sit outside and watch them play basketball. and i was dumb enough to sit there and watch...

well.. the day went by quite fast. mgf was boring... but vizzi cut her hair and it looks soooo gud! but i rekon she cutted a big chunk off=. studio wasn`t that fun today. very quiet. updated lauren with the latest gossip due to she always with ALEX... and then french popped up, and that wasn`t fun at all. had a 'sac' which i wrote a tonne of crap. so my day went quite swell.

later i went to the glen with danny, natalious[nat], pineapplehead[nam], david teoh, jason n willie. bummed around foodcourt until everyone had finished eating. and then me and natty decided to go shopping =P, then will realised group shrinked down to 4 pplz [danny, natty, namy n me]. i rekon there are literally NO MORE PINK SHIRTS=. has pink shirts gone out of colour? i hope not... coz i gotta find pineapple a pink shirt, for his belated birthday prezzie. lol on the way.. i was suggesting items he could buy me for my belated prezzie. ** pirate of the caribbean box set, which he will be getting next year, rihanna`s latest album or a bag which i will be chipping in too** got bored of looking for boys clothing. so me n nat went to the face shop. and yea.. we were looking around.. then the boyz went to the men section. n i turned around for a tick. and then **BANG** glass on the floor, liquid spilt, pieces of a bottle chattered. = natty accidently dropped a bottle.... luckily enough it was a tester, so danny didn`t need to pay for it =P.

overall quite a boring day huh? and at the moment i am doing my gay chinese homework!