Thursday, August 17.

well... something has been bothering me lately. well.. its been going on for like the past two years, okz... maybe a year. i have a best friend that i totally adore and love her alot, even though we mostly had/have fights i still love her. but biggest thing that annoys me, is that even though she's recognised as my 'best friend' she lies to me. what i dont get is that, there's practicully nothing to hide, yet she does. most of the time, we blurt out everything about us, yet there's this one thing she decides to not tell me. and yet again in the same situation from the last major fight, it happened like this. i get told by someone i dont even talk to. and then the whole thing come to sense to me. why all those 'suppose questions' were asked, definately link to the stuff that hasn't been trufully told to me. and most importantly, if your guilty of what your doing, dont ever look back at the person your guilty at. they always seem to know exactly what your doing. and i suppose there are some things that should and and should not be seen or heard.

i just wonder.... do i really deserve this friend of mine? or should i just totally accept the fact that when she's ready she'll come and tell me. i'm just afraid that she's already lost me. coz there's definately a high chance i will not be supporting her back anymore. coz she totally knows what she's doing. and i thought. girlfriends come before boyfriends. well.. it seems it doesnt work that way huh?!

LOVing'yoU

{ 10:02 pm }

me.

catherine tan
19th april 1990
australian:vietnamese/cambodian

loud. shy. annoying. friendly.talkative.silly.
listener.<3 having fun.

loves.

FAHRENHEIT [飞轮海].[[WUCHUN<3]]
best friends: alyssa;lauren;tim;nam.
jonas brothers.disney
kiera knightly.chad michael murray.
chocolate.raspberry.
rihanna.pink.
teddy bears.boots&PUMPS.
pirates of the caribbean.jessie mccartney.
dresses.rain.weddings.
camera.music.
summer.flowers.
delta goodrem. caramel.
hong gil dong. pretty classic jewelery
beauty and the beast. beach.
sun. lavender.
one tree hill. 花样少年少女 [hana kimi]
gossip girl. jang geun suk
patrick dempsey. colour.

must haves.

anklet.
blackberry.
honda jazz in red.
camera.
wallet.
boots.
trench coat.
tartan heels from scooter.
.

music.

noise.

memories.

July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 July 2007 August 2007 February 2009 March 2009

thanks.

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