Tuesday, July 18.

hmmz... has anyone ever had the feeling that they have to lie to their friends just to keep their friends happy? or just to keep a smile to their face ? i know i have too... and i know it`s bad, but you just want them to be happy and not worry about you or the thing your keeping away from them huh? it's not easy to tell them straight out or write it down, it's best if it's never known. but i suppose their some secrets you keep to yourself without no one knowing. better to see people smiling then see them with a sad face on.=]

well... today was much better! mgf = test and that was soooo easy =D! english was boring like usual... lunch was interesting. we went to me n preet`s 'hiding spot'. varsha and bhabitha was with us this time. todays topic was: arrange marriages, boys, and boyfriends. lol. typical topics =P. well... normal curries, would have arrange marriages like some of my friends parents, but like seriously, why on earth would you create arrange marriages anyway? half the people involved in them don`t even really 'love' each other, but eventually do after like their kids are grown up. isn`t the whole point of being married, is that you love each so much, you would spend your whole lifetime with them? arrange marriages are useless!

** left- right: bhabitha and varsvarsha without the hand this time; and preetumz ... shhh... noone tell her i took that pic!**

studio was funni today! naomi [teacher] was helping me with artists i could research on, and like richie [teacher as well] was next to her too, and she had just returned from a phone call. and she was telling richie what the conversation was about and i was listening to it. she`s like isabel had this stick thing and Mr Dunwoddy *cnt spell his name* was telling her off and said it was sharp enough for a guy in the bus station to stab someone and like yea he`s sent her back. and i was listening and i was pissing myself because she got in trouble for it, and naomi was laughing to cause she didn`t have any idea at all what it was. afta awhile izzi returned and she was lik crying... and i couldn`t help laughing and yea! i thought it was funni=P oh!! and my mask has hardened finally! lauren was wearing it but it looks kinda scary it needs some colour.

** there's my wonderful lauren**

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